today is the best present

Lost.

2012-01-10T21:41:00.003+08:00

I am lost in my future.

Today had a short conversation with my colleagues during lunch time. When she mentioned about her son is interested in arts more than Physics or Chemistry, suddenly I realized that I didn't work hard to fulfill my dream, in fact, I didn't even take any step towards my dream. During primary school, I found out I am talented in arts. I could do the beautiful colouring just like my friend did in her art work without having any problem with it. Since then, I thought of becoming an interior design.

So what caused me losing my dream?

Reality it seemed.

Well, despite the family problems I faced all these while, I chose to study some common subjects which enable me to get a job 'easier' while the unemployment rate of graduates is still quite high in our country. And now, I work as a banker in Public Bank, common enough? lol

Recently, I have a second thought about taking master in a foreign country. Study abroad is always my dream (after I lost the interior design dream). lol BUT!!! Have to save $ to pay for the car financing loan.... ish ish ish.... so... another dream is leaving me behind. =(

For those who are still on the way realizing your dream, I'm happy for you and always supporting you. For those who still don't have any dream and on the way finding one, get one and go for it! Be BRAVE! You wont regret for sure! =D

Always has this in my mind: there are always something good awaiting you when you lost something important.

Still, the problem is here. Where will my future lead me to? I'm lost.

Late.

2012-01-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

Late. Very late.

These few days, around 7 something, I only manage to get back home from work.

Working hour is 8.45 am until 5.45 pm from Monday to Thursday and for Friday, 4.45pm. I bet you must be thinking about "wow, you can go back home very early on every Friday and yet you can get high salary every month! So damn nice weiiiiiii... I also wanna get a job like yours!"

I tell you, you are very wrong lorrrr...

When you wanna get high salary, there is always a very high pay for it.

Like a stock, wanna get high return? Go get the risky one.

Got it?

So back to the main topic. For your information, I am still very new to the working place and only one-month-plus-old baby in the bank, with very very little working experience (amounted until today). I started to learn stuffs about credit, slowly picking up the pace of becoming a credit officer. Yesterday, the mobile credit officer girl told me something that really delighted my day. She said I have learnt a lot of things that she has never learnt during her training at another branch. Am I lucky? You say it.

Yea, it is very lucky the Headquarter put me in this branch.I don't care if you say that I'm not productive and I take longer time to complete a simple task compared to others, as long as I get to learn new stuffs and I know what I'm doing. That's called learning stage!! Although I damn blur MOST OF THE TIME.

Today, thought of finishing all the tasks given by colleague on time and go home sharp at 4.45pm. I didn't do so because I know the workload is getting more and more as day goes by, especially now shortage of manpower! Next week onward I wanna be more efficient, don't wanna back home so late like today, 7.15pm =(

Okie, so that's all for today.

No more late next week! I hope so......

End.

2011-12-31T19:23:00.001+08:00

Can't believe that another new year is just few hours away. Gotta say good bye to 2011 and so unwillingly to welcome the year of dragon, 2012...

And here is the update after the last post...

21 November 2011, I started my first ever job after graduated from university as a banker in Public Bank Berhad. Got the credit analyst post as in working at the back office without have to meet the customers and strangers like front line officers or salespersons. It has been a good time for me to work in Jelapang branch because the colleagues there are damn nice and helpful. Being the only zero working experience person in the bank, I failed to offer them my help since there are so many people clearing their annual leave. =S

When the November month ended, I got my first salary pay. Didn't expect that I would get my salary so soon, thought it would be around end of December. So.... I treated my special one a Korean dinner at DaoRae as I promised. =) The food there really nice although a bit expensive. Owh.... Did I mention anything about I fall in love with Korean food?

I'm sure you know what is this.

What I want to say is.....

bought

new

Myvi!!!!!!

Hahahaha... My first asset, a purple Myvi.

Well well well~ I have to get myself a car no matter what. Nobody is free to send me work everyday. Nobody. So I have to be independent, like usual. Drove this new car to Penang to spend my 2011 Christmas there. Met my sensi in USM too. Hehe... Overall, a nice Penang trip especially driving own car around the island. =D

Aww... Forgot to wish ya all Merry Christmas. =p

I kick start my last day of 2011 by cleaning my room. Change the green curtain into a red plus orange plus yellow curtain to further bring out the CNY atmosphere. Clean the book shelf and my computer table and also bed sheets. The hardest cleanliness job is to carry the heavy ladder from outside to my room before start cleaning the fan! Oh my god, it has been a year without cleaning the fan, so the dirt got an inch thick. So disgusting. After that, mop the floor and wash the toilet as well. Damn tired after everything is done!

Hmm.. still have no idea how to celebrate the new year. Anyway, I wish everyone having a great year ahead with a good health!

Happy New Year!! =D

Titanic

2011-11-20T13:41:00.001+08:00

Few days ago, a friend of mine posted the official trailer of Titanic that is going to show in 3D next year. I still remember the fame of this movie, since I have nothing to do at home, I decided to download this movie and watch it again. Haih, just that bear in mind please don't watch it alone. Felt really sad and almost broke into tears during the ending part...

I don't want to be the Rose in the movie, but I definitely wish to have a Jack Dawson in my life. =p

11.11.11

2011-11-11T22:37:00.001+08:00

It is time to let go. =)

拥有五个1 的日子

2011-11-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

昨天晚上早早跑去睡觉，结果根本就睡不着
没有眼睁睁的看着天花板或学别人那样数绵羊
只有无数的回忆在脑海里飞过
想在正式上班之前调回健康的生理时钟
偏偏让失眠找上孤独的我
真是他X的不想骂粗口都不行

以为终于睡得着
结果被无名的声音给吵醒了
已经睡眠不足了，头更加的痛
哇！真想大哭一场……
一个月多前找到的工作
却被无数的问题给延迟
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

2011年11月1日
拥有五个1 的日子
对我来说并不是什么特别的日子
不过，我找回很多失去的回忆
翻阅着中五的日记
原来那时的我对爱情充满憧憬
做了一些很有勇气的事情，哈哈
看着旧时的照片
我长大了很多很多
原来适时的回首一下
会发现我遗失了单纯的美好

送上一首慢歌，蔡依林〈消失的城堡〉

王力宏：我要火力全开啦！

2011-10-31T22:43:00.002+08:00

好 “火” 的王力宏啊！不知道你知不知道王力宏就快要来马来西亚开演唱会了，我不想再次 miss 掉看他演唱会的机会啊～　上次看到身边朋友去看他演唱会的照片，心里充满了你看着我老公的妒嫉．王力宏《火力全开MUSIC-MAN II》大马演唱会会在 3月3日2012 （世界末日之年）8点在 Stadium Merdeka Kuala Lumpur 正式引爆！我不知道明年是不是真的是世界末‘年’，我只是知道无论如何我都要去过一场王力宏的演唱会！这是我的心愿啊～

想知道更多详情？　请按这里

去不去得成这个演唱会，改次才告诉你吧！

最近，王力宏出了新歌。有首是慢歌 - 依然爱你。王力宏的慢歌都是我的最爱，所以每当我买了他的专辑之后都会一直重听所有的慢歌。最喜欢的还是《心中的日月》这个专辑，每一首歌都超喜欢，几乎都把歌词背到滚瓜烂熟呢！要开心一整天？　很 easy！早上起来，打开电脑，从王力宏　song list 选曲〈依然爱你〉。听者偶像的情歌，心情不好就假呢！ =D

最后，送上〈依然爱你〉，希望你的今天过的美好。

依然愛你詞/曲:王力宏

一閃一閃亮晶晶
留下歲月的痕跡
我的世界的中心
依然還是你

一年一年又一年
飛逝僅在一轉眼
唯一永遠不改變
是不停地改變

我不像從前的自己
你也有點不像你
但在我眼中你的笑
依然的美麗

日子只能往前走
一個方向順時鐘
不知道還有多久
所以要讓你懂我依然愛你就是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情
到最後一定會
依然愛你

我依然愛你或許是命中注定
多年之後任何人都無法代替
那些時光是我這一輩子最美好的
那些回憶依然無法忘記

我依然愛你就是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情
到最後一定會
依然愛你

你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情
到永遠一定會
依然愛你

Make You Feel My Love

2011-10-19T21:27:00.002+08:00

这是我最近迷上的一首歌

如果你在听着某某的歌曲　不妨暂停一下

听听我爱听的歌　然后踏入时光机

品尝回忆的甜蜜

When the rain is blowing in your face

and the whole world is on your case

I could offer you a warm embrace

to make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear

and there is no one there to dry your tears

I could hold you for a million years

to make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet

but I would never do you wrong

I've known it from the moment that we met

no doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue

I'd go crawling down the avenue

No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do

to make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea

and on the highway of regret

Though winds of change are throwing wild and free

you ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true

Nothing that I wouldn't do

Go to the ends of the Earth for you

to make you feel my love

烛光任贤齐

2011-10-14T00:39:00.004+08:00

夜深人静

最适合有歌曲的陪伴

在重新归纳歌曲的文件夹里

选了我最爱的歌曲 - 烛光

我想这首歌应该有差不多十岁了吧？

第一次听这首歌的时候　是小学五六年级

然后就很喜欢它了

没有想到　在我有生之年

可以免费的出现在任贤齐的演唱会

然后听着我喜欢的　烛光

很开心　也很感动

听着这一首歌的时候　我想起某个人

只想问你老朋友你现在好吗？

你现在好吗今天快乐吗

我从远方送你的花你收到了吗

分手以后的雨季断断续续下不停

没有你的日子真的不容易

躲不开回忆最难忘记你

再说什么也无法压抑汹涌的情绪

我已学会珍惜再给我一次勇气

好想告诉你我的爱一直留在你那里

三百六十五支烛光亮在我心上

每一天一支烛光照的我的心慌

我只想拥有凡人的欲望

唯有你是我的阳光

唯有你能让我的天空晴朗

三百六十五支烛光亮在我心上

每一天一支烛光都是相同的愿望

你的爱是我期待的天堂

祝你天天年年快乐

也祝福我们地久天长

我不再是学生了

2011-10-04T16:44:00.002+08:00

终于戴上毕业帽，是时候踏出人生的另外一步了。

从幼稚园，到小学，到中学，再到中六，一步一步地踏进大学。途中漫长，但这就是人生。你会尝尽苦头，当然也离不开酸苦辣的份，再来就是大家所喜欢的甜蜜回忆。如果你问我，什么叫做甜蜜的回忆，我一定这样告诉你：当你回想起的时候，你会很想念在你的回忆里出现的每一个人，然后嘴角自动上扬。很想念很想念的时候，你会自己傻笑到眼泪从眼角留下来，然后感叹为什么时间要过的这么快？

最近跟某一 gang 特别的靠近。我们在云顶一起实习三个月，不同世界的人就这样的聚在一起。三个月，说短不短，说长也不是很长，但就是刚刚好让我们相遇，相识到很熟的地步。是，时间真的溜得很快；但也是时间帮助我们互相了解，建立友谊与创造回忆。感叹时间的同时，我们也是不是应该谢谢时间让我们体会友谊的珍贵呢？

毕业的前两天，我们约好一起出来吃个饭，catch up catch up 下。顺便玩了那个一个月只可以算一次的扑克牌游戏。那个游戏，每次轮到我的时候，成果都是很准的。我想说，不要对我这么好可以吗？每个人都觉得不准，只有我的那么准那很可怕的，而且还是连续４个月都那么准。天啊！

那……　扑克牌，请你告诉我，我可以爱你吗？

只想大声地对你们说：我喜欢你们！

毕业当天，每个人真的忙到翻。一大早起来就开始装扮，势必要当一天的毕业大美女。结果，大美女当不到，还因为紧张到整晚没有睡到！黑眼圈更明显了，毛孔也长大几倍，讨厌死了。那几天我已经累到不行，没想到我竟然可以撑到这么久。真佩服我自己！唯一跟我很亲的亲人，我的姑妈和我的哥哥都出席我的毕业礼，真得很开心。唯一遗憾的是有个笨蛋却没有出席……

我和我的姑妈

美华和我

想要拿刀捅我的一班朋友

我的 house mates!　

Genting Intern Gang

我和 Vivian （大学结束之前找到的密友 1）

Haylane 和我（密友2）

Jia Hui 和我（密友3）

汤小康和我

把毕业帽抛高高！心里高喊我毕业了！

离别前，让我们享受一下当明星的滋味吧！

朋友们，感性的话我不想说。只想在这里祝你们找着工作的继续努力，读着书的继续加油，已经做工的工作顺利，要嫁人娶老婆的先恭喜你，不过请不要忘了我的存在！谢谢……

Quote

2011-10-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, the facts are too true for us to not deny them.

Why is that so?

Update

2011-09-27T23:25:00.003+08:00

After my graduation on 22nd of September, I start to miss my university life so badly. I regretted so much that I never fully utilized my time to spend with all my university friends and take many many photos with them. Happy Graduation to you, my coursemates, housemates, roommates, and strangers! Even though we didn't really talk to each other, I am glad that we could share the happiness together on the same day at the same time! Congratulations!

I can feel the time is speeding up after my internship ended. Had my internship in Genting Highland for three months is something that I should be proud of because I met a lot of great people there. You know who you are. =) Special thanks to the Joint Promo team for teaching me and guiding me a lot. The tears I shed over there over some incidents that I didn't even think of it would happen to me will be remained at the highland forever. Lesson to be learnt after internship: Don't be too jealousy over something that you don't have (especially beauty and slim body) and make them the main character of your next stupid untrue rumours.

Trust me, the feeling of being gossiped by others when you didn't even do anything like what they spread about you is never good. Pretty girls don't deserve rumours like this. If so happen they do flirt around with guys and always sending false alarms to every opposite sex, I would lovely to spread together with ya all. Isn't that great?

Right after the internship, I had a great vacation with my USM-Genting-Intern-gang to Kelantan and Terengganu for a week. We went to the beach, played captain ball, played hide and seek, fooled around, celebrated birthday, visited Kenyir Lake and many many more! It is too good to be with you all and happy gang forever! Stay young and healthy, we shall travel together again after next ten years? lol

Behind (L to R) : Ya Yunn, me, Wai Chyi, Nyet Wai and Jia Xiang.

Front ( L to R) : Shuan Chen, Chee Kin, Pui Yan and Chia Yi.

After that, I traveled back to Genting Highlands for some reasons. It was pretty rush for me because I was going Bali with my babes, Vivian and Haylane from 15th to 19th August. During the Bali trip, I enjoyed so much with my babes and did many crazy stuffs with them too. Took too many sexy photos so I am going to post LESS photos taken in Bali (maybe in the next post?). Hehe. And I want to apologize too that I didn't fully committed myself in the trip as my mind was not with me most of the time. Sorry babes. But, I managed to find back myself especially my smiles when we played rafting. It was very fun but not the jungle trekking part of course. Jungle trekking made me so stressed out mentally and exhausted physically!

Bali

August was a travel month, so did September. My aunt's daughter got married in the mid of September in KL and finally I had a chance to explore KL. I know nuts about KL so don't dump me there. =p For the first time, I went Sungai Wang shopping mall to meet with my brother and also shopped for my goods! Hehe. Stayed there for three days and got an email from Public Bank before headed back to Ipoh. They wanted to have an interview with me the second day I back from KL. I didn't have my documents and formal wear with me when I was in KL for the wedding dinner so I requested them to change the interview time. In the end, I had to get back to KL for the interview on the next Monday, just two days ahead of my graduation. =S

Me before heading to the wedding dinner

Went Kl on Sunday, traffic jam everywhere. Felt even worse. Felt so relieve after the interview on Monday so I decided to watch Nasi Lemak 2.0 with Yian-Yian before I left. The movie was nice and funny. Was really tired after the movie all, had to get back to her home to do the packing before went Penang the next day. I was so tired and face condition was so bad. Couldn't sleep well at all because of the interview and also nervous for the graduation. Anyway, happy graduation to myself! Aunt and brother managed to make it to my big day, thank you so much! A million thanks to my cousin brother, to be our driver to fetch us all around in Penang and offered us a shelter to stay!

Spot me. =D

Will update more. I promise.

2011-09-16T00:48:00.002+08:00

Everything seems normal in my life, in fact, everything has already turned up side down.

Great, huh?

Gathering

2011-09-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, finally all five of us gathered together! It was a pretty hard job to make sure everyone was available that night as everyone is busy with their own business. Lol. Yian and Yan busy for their job, Angeline busy having summer holidays around the world (haha), Yi Hui busy for her trip meanwhile I busy for nothing at home! =p So we finally came our our superb plan which was going for a drink after had our dinner at Akamomiji Japanese Restaurant. Okay, Japanese food as dinner, great.

See, everyone of us has the same rose ring but different colour. =)

The ring is so special, even the waitress at Japanese restaurant praised our rings as she cleaned our table. Lol. Hope you girls love it!

We ordered Carlsberg Drought at Baliz. I couldn't finish it at all. =p

Best Gossip Girls Forever!

Girls, thanks for the sharing session on that night and I will listen to all your advises! Thanks for all the supporting and I promise I can do it!

Looking forward our next gathering, hopefully it's not a wedding dinner k! lol

Sorry That I Loved You

2011-09-01T16:04:00.000+08:00

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

静静的

2011-08-30T12:57:00.001+08:00

去过了巴里岛，爱好增加了一个。

那

就

是

晚上坐在沙滩上望着眼前的大海

看着浪波一个又一个的朝自己奔来

静静的听着海浪声

静静的回想身边发生的一切

然后静静的让脑袋放空

静静的让海风吹着

也让时间静静的在我的身边流过

我知道我要的结局

但是那结局……我想是不会发生的

有想过要像以前一样去争取

可是就是害怕事实

还是

放着不理吧

我热情的时候你要小心

2011-08-26T16:43:00.002+08:00

我从来都很迷信星座有时候还买星座书来研究
最关心的莫过于自己的星座对吧？哈！
我的星座是水瓶座一个很漂亮的女生手里捧着一个玻璃水瓶

要知道更多？请看以下：

水瓶座的朋友为人自我，多抱博爱主义，对任何人都一视同仁，决不会有为爱情牺牲的念头。加上天生聪慧而性格幽默，很容易吸引身边的异性垂青，导致不伦恋出现。除非你的内涵能得到水瓶座的肯定，否则要维持以后长久的感情关系绝对是一件难事。

这段…… 有点不准。对，我对任何人都会一视同仁，但是我肯为爱情牺牲！曾经，我为了见我喜欢的人，傻傻的很大胆的一个人去找他。我不能说我天生聪慧，可是就有点智慧，哈哈！幽默？我好像有点古板，不过我的朋友有时候说我很搞笑下，也难怪我身边会出现满多的异性，但也没有导致不伦恋啦！那太夸张了…… 所以听着咯，如果要做我的另一半，你要有内涵我才可以 say yes。前提，要有感觉才可以。

每个人都带着面具生存，水瓶们当然也不例外。在陌生人面前的我，在好朋友面前的我，在普通朋友面前的我，在家人面前的我，还有在男朋友身边的我，统统都不一样。跟不认识的人坐在一起，我会静静的坐在一旁听他们谈天，不会融入他们的话题里。在好朋友面前的我，糟糕咯，什么姿态都出完来，管他三七二十一，我开心就好！在普通朋友面前，我会跟他们谈天，但却怎么都无法给他们发现真正的自我。在家人面前，有规矩就好。至于在男朋友身边，我很会耍赖，还有就是撒娇。由于从小到大，身边都没有半个人给我撒娇，所以我特别喜欢跟我的另一半撒娇。我说啊，我的好朋友们，你们没有看过我撒娇的样子吧？哈！

面具：个性独立甚至独特；尊重个人的隐私，从不轻易介入他人的事情，也很注重自己的隐私；非常博爱，和谁都可以成为好朋友，和谁都聊得来，但思想 “怪异” 的他们却总给人感觉过于 “正统”，　有点像机器人。

面具下：即使再不喜欢的人也不会当众卸人家面子，甚至会对对方表现得很热情。而相反亲密的人却总是感受到他的冷淡和漠视。所以身边有瓶子的朋友们看看自己身边的瓶子如果对你热情异常，你要小心点哦，说不定是哪得罪人家了。内心非常的赤诚，甚至鬼点子很多，活泼开朗。浪漫而细腻，是个很好的情人。

戴着面具的我，的确是那样。我独立，但内心脆弱。我尊重个人隐私，你不想告诉我任何事情我也没关系。不过，如果我　ｆｅｅｌ　到那个人不愿意让我接近他，我也不会接二连三的浪费精力去跟他做朋友，这样会很累耶……　面具下的我也的确会对不喜欢的人特别热情，哈哈！有没有觉得水瓶座的人很令你毛骨悚然？如果你没有踩到我的尾巴，我不会突然间对你们那么的热情的（诡异的笑）。所以，我对你们冷漠是件好事，因为那才是真正的我。

猪一家

2011-08-25T21:53:00.000+08:00

从书架上拿出了一本买了又还没有读的书，《壮大自己，让人看得起》by 戴晨志
还记得我小的时候，刚从幼稚园放学回来，就会跑到桌子那儿拿出老师刚刚派给我们的新书，一页一页的翻开来看。那种拿到新书的兴奋，到现在都还记忆犹新。然后就好好的保护那些书本，想到自己的行为真的很好笑，呵呵…… 不过！我的习惯还是没有变哦！到现在我都很爱惜书本，新的课本就会用包书纸包起来，读书不会乱画书本（不像我的朋友那样，一打开课本，到处都是胡乱涂鸦真受不了……），小说漫画之类的都会好好保存，希望将来属于我的家有个迷你图书馆。赫赫

不错我喜欢阅读 =D

姑妈说什么东西都骗不到我的钱，唯有书本一定会骗到我的钱。哈哈她没有说错哦！

刚刚看到有一篇什关于名字的。超好笑的，好东西就要分享嘛……

有个男人要搭火车南下，他太太在火车站送行；当火车快开动的时候，他太太就在月台上依依不舍的挥挥手，嘴巴还微笑的说：“来生再见，来生再见！”

月台上旁边的人听了，心里都点毛毛的，搞不懂为什么她会笑笑的说：“来生再见！”

原来，她老公叫：“章来生”。

真的，有些名字真是有趣。有的人，姓杨，叫做　“杨桃”；　有的人姓花，叫做　“花生”；有的男人姓吴，叫做　“吴月金”，名字一辈子很受困扰！以前，我的老师说，她有个同学，姓戴，叫做 “戴乃照”，名字也是很烦恼。

有个男士说，他名叫 “朱玉嘉”，听起来像 “猪一家”；而且，大女儿叫朱欣（猪心），二女儿叫朱惠（猪肺），小儿子叫朱伟（猪尾）。哈，全家都是和　“猪”　相关的谐音。更好玩的，老婆叫什么呢？老婆也和先生同姓，叫　“朱雪”　（猪血）　。

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真名也好，艺名也罢，其实只是一个呼叫你的一个称呼而已，重要的是你的内涵和智慧。有些人因为他的名字很好笑而整天被人取笑，也有些人会因为他们的名字而骄傲。最重要的是要活出自己，加油！　

一个人

2011-08-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

最近脑一直放空着
不想做任何事情只想静静的一个人呆着

昨天一个人呆在房间
对着电脑跟我的好朋友诉说心情
她很了解我我很开心
知道我在整个巴里岛的旅行里
心是不属于她们的
真对不起我不是故意的
她的了解让我终于崩溃了
闷在心里很多天的泪水终于忍不住了
没有了另一半是痛苦的
以为自己真的那么坚强但被自己的以为给打败了
何苦呢？

终于的终于　我会听她们的建议
毕竟她们都是为我好　要我快乐起来
曾经有个朋友　在我上一次失恋的时候
介绍我这一首歌　下一次微笑　ｂｙ　杨丞琳
重新听回这一首歌的感觉真的很不一样
除了对象不同之外　还有对待他的心情
我　会为了自己而在快乐起来　

下次微笑你会骄傲

放晴的感觉多么好

不放弃总会等的到

我那熬过风暴

真的微笑

2011-08-02T17:36:00.000+08:00

太久没有上来这里，password 都给我忘了。
昨天刚回到怡保，在云顶实习的三个月终于圆满结束。
三个月里，酸甜苦辣，什么味道的经验都有。
笑的、哭的、疯的、辛苦的、累的…… 我会统统都记得。
今天睁开眼睛的一霎那，突然不适应这里的天气。
想念云顶雾的味道，想念云顶冷天气的日子。
想念在云顶发生的一切……

很谢谢你们带给我的回忆。

I Met Jacky Wu!!!

2011-05-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

Still wondering how to start writing about these few days. There are a lot of things happened, some were bad, some were good. No matter what, you have to be aware all of the times when you are doing internship here. It is never that easy and what you can do is to do the best you can in every tasks they give you.

Did a lot of things for the past few days. The main highlight for this post is all about the concert held last week at Arena of Stars. 3 Hard Tenors, they were Jacky Wu, Xiao Zhong and Kang Kang. They arrived at Genting on Friday and I saw them before they checked in their hotel rooms. To my surprise, I saw Kang Kang and Xiao Zhong easily but hard to spot Jacky.

Try to make a guess, where was him?

He was right in the middle of them.

Hahahahaha!!!

Okay, he looks very short in person. I think he almost same tall as me.

Hard to believe right? He claimed that he is 170 cm tall in his show but he is that short in real person. Hahahaha! Okay lah.. I won't laugh at him anymore because I have to say that his brain works very fast. He can make the audience (including me) laugh in seconds.

As he and others waiting at the hall, I just stood there and behaved! Haha. When he walked pass me, I just looked at him and smiled. And he said hi to me! Plus waved at me too! SHOCKED TILL................................... Okay lah.. I felt stupid right after did the same thing he did to me. I waved and said hi to him too. (=.='')

During the concert, you never get bored when he was performing.There were a lot of surprises and I can say that they were very creative. Next time I will spend few hundreds to watch their concerts, if I have money lah... lol

Well, at least seeing artists and working with fun colleagues make my internship very meaningful although I feel regret of choosing here due to few issues. =p

Time to sleep! Good night peeps!

Genting?!

2011-05-11T10:38:00.001+08:00

Can't believe that I'm actually doing my intern in Genting right now. Having mixed feelings these few days when I walked around Genting like any other staffs do. I feel so amazed about how every department operates and cooperate with each other. It is not easy to do that and yet Genting archived that. Should I not be amazed by it when I exposed myself to all these?

Monday was my first day to report to the Human Resources Department just right beside the skyway station. It was very difficult and super tired to bring all luggages over there without anyone helping you to carry them. Before getting into Genting, I have already done my survey about Genting, we have to bring everything we need there unless you are willing to spend more money to buy the stuffs you need at Genting. As you know, the products here are always priced above average down there the hill. Anyway, we still spent a lot because we didn't bring some of the necessary items like broom and mop.

Just like any other places, we waited more than an hour to get ourselves reported. After that, the person in charge took us to our hostel. We couldn't expect more because the room I got was quite big and spacious. Just that the windows are really dirty and disgusting. No more further explanation here because maybe my description may scare away students who want to intern in Genting like me?! Haha~ To my surprise, the kitchen and toilet are very clean! Thanks to Miss Sharina, we requested to stay in the same house and she helped us. We just don't want to afraid of our laptops get stolen by house mates everyday we go out for work.

As usual, Miss Sharina brought us to every department that we must know like finance department and place to get our uniform and etc. We walked ups and downs behind the big energizer, you know?! I saw the huge laundry there!! All the huge machines are functioning and the uniform section is huge enough to put all the uniforms in different sizes!! They even provided shoes and coats. We got our coats because... you know.. the weather is very cold here! Not like the weather down the hill.. =p

The weather bothers us sometimes, just like the first night we slept here. The weather was so cold, we all couldn't sleep well at all, shaking under the blanket whole night. Hands were cold, feet were cold, everything was cold. We were like sleeping inside a fridge. So we bought gloves, can you believe that? Haha! Last night I wore 2 pairs of socks to sleep. Take good care of myself is the most important matter to me right now. Don't want to fall sick during my internship program.

The second day, we reported to the department. My department is Promotions and Entertainment. Briefings are given to make sure we get to understand the whole department. After that we walked around the places where the events will be held such as Arena of Stars, GICC and GISR. Walking whole time with heels is not an easy task especially Genting is on a hill and fulls of stairs! Luckily I brought a comfortable heels with me. Did I tell you that girls have to wear heels and put make up? To give good impressions to customers. Customers are always very important.

My working shift is from 12pm to 8 pm. Mostly will work till late night like 10 pm or even 11 pm. Working 26 days nonstop and I will have 4 off days end of the month, depends on how do you arrange with your off days. Public holidays are off day too. Girls, I look pretty smart with my coat on! Muahaha!! It's time for me to get ready to go out work! Will update more if I have the time!! Hehehe..

By the way, I'm going to meet with 吴宗宪，康康，小锺 and 小小彬 in person!!!!!! Don't jealous please.

再见我的大学

2011-05-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

人总是在离别的时候才依依不舍
虽说要潇潇洒洒的离开
可是我真的做不到不想跟朋友们说再见
是怕眼泪会不听话一滴一滴的流下来
喜欢在别人面前假装坚强
但却比别人更脆弱
朋友，你的一句再见
就是我流泪的罪魁祸首

考完最后一张的时候
真的想赶快打包行李回家
不要面对跑不掉的伤感
但是我还是留了下来
与你们写下完美的一章
从来没有后悔过与你们相识
跟你们一起疯癫是我的荣欣
谢谢你们为我的人生增添色彩

在回家的路上独自伤心落泪
总好过大家哭着抱在一起抱在一起说再见
给我的同居密友谢谢你们的包容
还有无尽的笑声一起上云顶的回忆
给我的隔壁邻居虽然最后没与你见面
但还是谢谢你多年以来的帮助和白痴对话
给我的疯癫朋友们很多话都没有和你们说
但不代表我舍得你们你们是我的动力
还有别动不动就要拿刀来杀我
读书快不是我的错呵呵
给我的日文学生我会继续用冷笑话来冻你
给我刚认识的中国朋友们我会想念你们的

2011 年 5 月4 日
我离开大学的日子
带着满满的回忆
去开始我人生的另一个旅途

My Final Chapter

2011-03-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that next week is my last week in my university life!

Thanks everyone who stepped into my university life.

Friends, house mates, group members, course mates, and neighbours!

The dogs and cats around campus.... not to forget the giant four leg animal.

All of you are part of my university life!!!

I swear I wouldn't forget about it!

Going to charge my camera battery, I want to take tons of photos with all of you guys!

When I miss you, I will browse through the photos in my USM photo folder.

When I think of you, I will just text you will only few words, miss you by my side.

When I feel lonely, I will think of the laughters when we were together.

When I feel down, I will think of the lousy jokes and lame stuffs.

I just don't want to forget all of you.

All the best and see you all again during our graduation!

='D

Say Yes to Genting

2011-03-15T15:52:00.000+08:00

Last week I had a lot of ups and downs. They nearly turned my word upside down.
Japanese listening test and derivatives, options and futures mid term on Tuesday, 5 pm and 8 pm respectively. The third test was pyscho social midterm, it fall on Wednesday,3 pm.
Since this semester is the final semester, I don't wish to get lower marks in my courseworks. I studied very hard in the library before the tests but the papers turned out to be the difficult one. Luckily I was able to answer those theory questions other than calculation questions.

Next topic!

I got the offer from Genting!!!!!

Surprise is it? Hahaha~!!

I never thought that I can get Genting, afterall there are so many final year students applying Genting to do their internship. Actually I already got an offer from OCBC Bank, but after the Genting career talk in USM, they changed my mind! Their internship program is very fascinating and attractive! Other than only RM 400 allowance, they are providing us free accommodation and RM 980 food allowance as well! These two benefits already save me a lot in that three months. I cannot imagine how my life would be if I am going KL to do my internship.

So, yesterday, I personally gave a call to OCBC to reject the offer. To my surprise, the person in charge is very nice that he welcome me to join them right after the three months internship! Owh. How nice of him. Okay, I will give you a consideration if my internship in Genting goes (negatively) beyond my expectation.

Now, I'm prouldly to announce that I am going to do my intern in the Promotion and Entertainment Department in Genting for three months which is from May to July! Find me if you are going Genting during that period if you want. =)

YES! Genting, I'm coming!

=D

It is never too late to do something you love.

2011-03-11T13:40:00.001+08:00

I'm on the way, getting out from my university life.
Have been trying to do something different and exciting during this semester, but it turns out not bad!
First, I always join another gang of friends these few months that I have never thought it before.
It is like a trend of mine. Being with another group of friends when 'the current stage of life' almost going to end!
Be it during secondary school, form six life, and now, university life.
Life is all about changing. I think so. =D

No matter how the changes turn out to be, there are always surprises awaiting for me.
No only for me, for all of you too.
Secondly, choosing which path of career to go, Finance or the career that I love?
If I don't choose careers relating to Finance, then what for I study this degree?
What if I choose banking sector and say good bye to the career I love?
That would be heart breaking and regretful.
So, it all depends on my luck right now. Depends on the phone call that I've been waiting these few days.
God, please give me a chance to get the job I love!
After that I may consider to be one of your followers. Amen.

I still haven't forgotten my dream.
I am working towards it. Just like my friend said, don't waste my talent on language.
Yea, I admit that I am talented to study language. Plus I have infinity of interest!
That's why I never regretted taking up languages as my option and get an A for every level!
It's time for me to take the international test. I CAN DO IT!
Few days back, a thought hit me suddenly. Why at the beginning of the second year I didn't choose Japanese as my minor and Korean as my option?
Because now I really very very very regret that I don't know Korean!!
AHHHHH!! It's okay, it is never too late to do something you love!
May luck come to my course mates who are still finding companies to accept them and to me, choose the career I want.

南山大学の　学生と　交流しました

2011-03-02T11:23:00.001+08:00

先週の　木曜日　は　クラス　が　なかった。でも、南山大学の学生と　交流しました。

先生が　いなかった。会議が　あったんです。

皆さんは　興奮して　いました。南山大学の学生も　興奮すると　思います。

彼らと　友達に　なったんですよ。

そして、たくさん　写真を　撮った。楽しかったですね。

みなさん、いつあう？

毎日　たくさん　用事が　ある。でも、私は　全然　しないよ。
怠け者に　なる。今日は　どこも　行かない。
それから、うちで　何も　しない。
来週火曜日と水曜日に　テストが　あるが、今　全然　勉強しない。
じゃ、さようなら！

二月的第一天

2011-02-18T13:06:00.000+08:00

二月的第一天，就是我的岁数增加的那一天。

有点无奈，但是我又无可奈何。

我记得张敬轩是跟我同一天生日，我是怎样知道的？

曾经红透一时的 “My Way”, 歌词里面有提到

二月第一天一九八一年

我第一次对他们眨了眨眼

今年我的生日又是靠近新年

生日气氛加新年气氛，不错不错

是个蛮独特的气氛

和男朋友度过了我 23 岁的第一分钟

和好朋友们度过了我 23 岁的第一天

和大家一起倒数新年的前夕

虽然元宵节刚过了，在这里还是恭祝大家新年快乐！

新年过后紧接着到来的是情人节

没有预想中的烛光晚餐

没有预想中的情人花束

没有预想中的巧克力

只有预想中的甜蜜气氛

加上爱情的滋润

心里的那朵爱情玫瑰

早已盛开成美丽的花朵

虽然情人节过了，在这里还是要祝大家情人节快乐！

不跟你说我爱你，是因为我知道你心里是爱我的

＊

这个二月　我第一次穿日本的浴衣　（ゆかた）

老师还称赞我们很　かわいい　　*脸红红*

平时走路很大步的我　穿了浴衣走路好像千金小姐那样小小步

哈哈哈哈　我还记得我一直叫我的朋友不要走那么快

连上楼梯都要小心不要跌倒

你要知道在两个日文老师面前穿着浴衣跌倒是很丢脸的

身穿着浴衣，心里真的很希望有一天我可以在日本生活啊～

最后　ｓｏｎｇ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｄａｙ

张敬轩的　Ｍｙ　Ｗａｙ

I will find my way

I want a different way

nothing will stop me now

no matter what they say

困难要用我的坚强和努力勇敢面对

现在用心去追

I will find my way

我们的友谊不会因为再见而结束

2011-01-26T16:21:00.001+08:00

天知道我多久没有这么迟才跑去当睡猪（ +@+ )

才那一个晚上没有睡到眼底下的黑色素这么不耐烦地跑出来见人

我知道这么晚睡是对身体非常的不好但是…… 我就是不听话！

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昨天晚上跟上一届的理营培训组出去 yum cha 。大家已经有一年没有聚在一起了，所以一上到车就唧唧呱呱的讲个不停。最常挂在我们的嘴边的是莫过于我们要去 intern 的事情了，大家都在烦恼着要到哪里学习。同一届毕业的不只我们，还有其他大学呢！说不担心是骗人的！大家都怕在 intern 之前找不到工作…… 大家，加油！

我们的 yum cha 地点就是 Coffee Island。

潺潺的水声……

习习的凉风……

我们就这样聊天到差不多凌晨两点半…… 拍了个和照…… 跟大家说声再见和新年快乐。

我们的友谊不会因为再见而结束，而因为再见后而坚固。

理营的培训组，我不会忘了你们！

组长：泡
我很高兴能认识你啊！不会忘了你所教我的一切，还有你幽默的点点滴滴！继续保持　ｍａｎ　ｍａｎ　的　ｌｏｏｋ　给以后的我们看！！！　

队员：

佩燕：你也很搞笑，哈哈！　我想你是我们组里天线最长的那个，还是最会玩的那个！　很期待我们有一起出去玩的机会，Ｈａｔｙａｉ？　几时啊？　哈哈

美华：我不要讲你了，你就住在我的隔壁，要看见你偏偏是那么的难。　都是你的错！　

世珍：你！！　瞒着我们这样久……我们到底是不是朋友啊？　

玉婷：希望我没有记错你的名字，哈哈哈哈！！　实在太多人有这个名字了，错了也没有关系吧？等你好消息哦！你知道我在讲什么的……哈哈哈

得熙：我们组的唯一一个男生组员，什么都不知道的那位，哈哈哈！你要卖掉那辆车　ｐｌｓ　跟我讲声！　哈哈

＊＊＊＊＊＊

最近迷上了　

２AM 的不接电话的你

CNBLUE 的初恋情人

我喜欢郑容和

我想变成 mv 里面的 Seohyun

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♥♥ 郑容和请跟我谈恋爱吧！♥♥

Outing with coursemates

2011-01-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

Did a lot of crazy things last weekend. Many of us didn't go anywhere as we all (management final year students) had to attend the industrial training talk which fall on the Saturday morning. Two days before the talk was the public holiday too. Honestly, I wanted to go back so much since I didn't have to attend the Japanese class on Thursday from 1 to 3 in the afternoon. I could just hop on the Penang rapid bus and head to Sg. Nibong, buy a ticket at the Sri Maju counter and have a safe journey back to Ipoh. Unfortunately, if I did not show up for the talk, I have to say goodbye to the ten marks counted in my intership program.

On Thursday, for the first time, 4 out of 7 staying in 97-18-7 planned to spend the day together. Wan Yee borrowed the Monopoly Deal game cards from her friend and she taught us the rules before we started the game. Actually the card game is for age 8 and above, now you may laugh at us, yea....... we're now at age 22 and only realized that there is such game on earth. Hahahahaha!! We had few rounds before I gave McDonald delivery a call to deliver us our lunch without have to stepping out from the apartment door! Call us lazy bugs please! lol

And for the first time, we got the wrong burger because the cute Indian delivery guy made a mistake. We ordered two McDeluxe instead of two Big Mac. I don't eat beef so I still had my McDeluxe Chicken burger as my lunch! Yummy!!! While we were having our lunch, we watched Wild Child on PPS! Jesus Christ! Poppy is really wild inside the movie, don't you think so too? =D So after the fattening lunch and funny movie, we continued to play the cards!

The burger and french fries were so fattening! Guess what? We went swimming after that! Wanted to get rid of all the fat around my belly before it getting worse. hehehe..

On Friday, two of my housemates and me went to watch Great Day in Queensbay. It was a great movie after all even though some of my friends commented that it is not that nice. The story is very touch and I cried quietly for so long! Dare not wipe away my tears because I scared of letting others to know that I was crying. hahahaha...

On Saturday, after the talk, we went shopping in Prangin mall! Bought a nice clothes which I love it so much and get myself a pair of shoes which I love so much too! After that, had a steamboat session with my coursemates to celebrate chinese new year in advance!!! Ate a lot that night.... and there was a small incident happened.. hahaha.. a pair of couple sitting near to our table suddenly jumped up from their seats and asked for help! What we saw was the fire was getting bigger and bigger until the woman behind their table quickly ran away too! lol

My friend said something marvelous, she shouted at the waiter to get the fire extinguisher! hahaha...

Finally, our group photo!

哎……又想家了

2011-01-10T14:50:00.000+08:00

头上顶着一个新买的蓝色耳机

耳机传来了 Kiss The Rain 的音乐

心里突然间感触起来

姑妈刚才又打电话给我问我这个星期有没有回家

我说有她好像很开心的样子

突然间我想立刻买车票冲回家

不过这几天我都必须上课

最不想 miss 掉日文课

能擅长在日文我觉得非常的骄傲

尤其是在我得知我的第三级又拿 A 的时候

最近追很多韩国剧也有股冲动想拿韩文

可是上课的时间偏偏全都撞在一起

算了以后自己学

新年快要到了今年的新年应该会很热闹

家里突然间多了很多人住

所以无论如何今年的新年一定要拍很多照片

哎……又想家了

我就是这样的一个水瓶女生

2011-01-08T15:38:00.000+08:00

刚刚看到 facebook 里有这样的一个 post，所以就 click 了进去。这个 post 真的说准了我的心声，想要了解我？请认真读以下的一个很长却很准的文章。

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水瓶座女子

水瓶女子经常会独处，无论是愿意不愿意，仿佛是宿命中的安排。有时也渴望交朋友，羡慕那夜夜笙箫，众朋相聚的生活，可是，当这样的事情真正来临时，却又会退缩了。不是外在的原因，而是内心的抗拒。水瓶女子了解自己，永远是那么冷静，那么客观。她内心明白，自己是不适合敷衍那些虚伪的生活的。当面对不是自己的知心朋友时，在一群陌生人中，水瓶女子会显出出奇的不合群，甚至冷漠。不是她意识不到，而是她内心的那种正义与刚强使她实在不愿强装欢颜，同样，她也不屑那些十分会“装”的人。所以，尽管水瓶女子有时也会感到孤独，可是，当她被不熟的一群人约她时，她会毫不犹豫的拒绝，丝毫不会感到内疚。不过，对个人的邀请，水瓶女子的拒绝率还没有那么高，她能够很轻松的面对个别的人或是她喜欢的几个人，那时，她会显示出她高超的幽默感，渊博的知识，浑身散发出独特的魅力，这尤其是在异性面前，让人无法抗拒。
　　
水瓶女子最大的特点中，包括神秘与冷漠，让人欲罢不能，这是其它星座都不能与之匹敌的，因为水瓶座的神秘与冷漠是一种气质，它们融合了智慧，夹杂着些许感性。她们性感，却性感得不俗气，不浮华，而是充满高贵的性感。这让男人都不得不感叹：美，却不敢让人亵渎；冷，却又是致命的吸引。越是冷，越想让人一探究竟，可是，无论多么亲近的人，都永远无法触摸到水瓶女子心中最脆弱的地方。是的，水瓶女子心中其实是很脆弱的，但她却不会轻易在外人面前显露出自己的需要，永远表现的那么刚强。同时，她也习惯了，用自己的心去启示自己。
　　
想接近，或者是想追求水瓶的男人，一定要有真的智慧，并且有一颗十足的真心，否则，就会进入万劫不复的地步。水瓶是感情的高手，之所以这么说，是因为，在十二星座中，唯一只有水瓶能够处理好朋友、情人、恋人的关系。在别人看来，可能她很花心，其实，她心里一点都不在意，因为，她分得很清楚。如果一个水瓶女子问一个男人能否分清朋友与情人的界限，或者只想和这个男人做朋友时，那么这个男人就要小心了。因为，也许水瓶真的只想和他作朋友，或者是比朋友再暧昧一些也无所谓。但是，如果水瓶真的只想和一个男人作朋友，言语中或许会有暧昧，但在心理上，她是根本不会给那个男人机会的。她或许会和那个男人约会，甚至有些亲密举动，但只要她心里认定你不是她要得那个人，做这些举动，说这些话时，她不会带丝毫感情，并且事后，可以当作什么也没发生。
　　
所以，爱上水瓶，却不被水瓶爱时，真是很辛苦，水瓶不会拒绝和男人来往，也不会掩饰自己的魅力。但她会做的，一定是会讲清和你作朋友。不过，呵呵，这时也不要灰心，因为水瓶是喜欢了解后再相爱的，她不信任一见钟情，和你说作朋友，其实是要给双方了解的空间，而不想在还没了解时，就被束缚住，迷糊了双眼。不过，聪明的水瓶是永远不会拒绝了解一个人的，即使了解后，她发现这个人并非是她喜欢的类型，但以她平等博爱的个性，她是真的会把你当朋友的。这让很多男人都迷惑不解，感觉到有希望，却又水中捞月，什么都得不到。不过，如果水瓶真的不喜欢你，她不想让你白白付出时，她会表现出来，无论是从言语还是行动，因为她不喜欢欠别人的情，她会叫你不要对她太好，只是有时，她拒绝人时，还是让人欲罢不能。
　　
要想吸引水瓶，就表现的男人一些吧，因为水瓶座就属于阳性星座，她喜欢处处能表现出男人味道的人，当然，这个男人还要智慧，还要很爱她，要能征服她，让她崇拜，这时，水瓶女子会毫不吝厉的表现出她的崇拜和对你的爱。她会倾其智慧，让你的生活多姿多彩。并且，她会根据这个她所爱的男人，来适当调整或改变自己，当然，前提是她很爱那个男人。
　　
水瓶最讨厌的人就是在她面前自以为是，以为魅力无穷的人，对于这种人，下场只有遭到水瓶女子的冷言讽刺。水瓶讽刺人的技术是很高的，如果她不加以控制，一个男人会被她说的无地自容。水瓶女子可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。
　　
她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。
　　
你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。
　　
她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。
　　
别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，也无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。
　　
千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。
　　
她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。因为她觉得这是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁。她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。
　　
在她的宝瓶里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑。她瓶子里的水，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。
　　
有些时候，水瓶座的女生是愤恨男人的，她们常常美丽和冷艳，她们可以驾驭男人，因为她们已经知道男人的本性。她们喜欢怜惜同性，身边的女孩受到男人的欺负，或者看到那个追求自己朋友的男人不是个省油灯，水瓶座的女子都会毫不忌讳的提出，她甚至会毫不顾忌女生会因此和自己反目的去提醒你，去保护你。因为，在她们眼里男人没什么好东西，她们绝对不能容许自己的好友在自己的眼睛底下受到男人的欺负，她们会因此抓狂的。为了好朋友，而去伤害那个花心男人的事情，也是水瓶座的女人做得最多。
　　
水瓶座的女子，不一定可以很快地把你当作朋友。其实，水瓶女子是很另类的，在自己的圈子里，其实总是会有一些女人看不上她们，觉得她们是做作也好，觉得她们是犯贱也好，总之，在每一个水瓶子女的背后，肯定是有不少骂声的。所以，很多水瓶座的女子会选择独来独往。因为对于她们来说，一个人的世界不一定就是孤独的，她们很会找到生活的情趣和乐道，不非要把精力都放在女人们之间的竞争和尔虞我诈之上。换句话说，一向以另类著称的水瓶座的女人，本来也不会把那些争风吃醋的女人放在眼里，她们自有自己的一套人生定则。尽管她们可能彼此不同，但是她们都是个性的自我。
　　
当然，如果你诚心的与她们交往，她们可能真的会打开自己的瓶盖，让你进去，和她们共同的享有那个瓶子。是的，你明白我这句话意味着什么吧，是的，就是意味着，一旦她们当你是朋友，就会完完全全的相信你，将自己的一切都与你分享，这样的友情，可能在这个时代看来都是有些傻的，但是水瓶座的女子给的起，尽管换来的是伤害，她们依然如故，因为她们相信自己的准则。诗人泰戈尔说过：当鸟翼系上黄金时，就飞不远了。
智者曰：“两弊相衡取其轻，两利相权取其重。”

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我只可以跟你们说，我拥有完以上 90% 所说的特征和性格。但是，高贵的性感？！哈哈哈……

青春记事簿

2011-01-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

刚刚在 twitter 里留言说我很闷、很无聊

结果就看到以前我在合艾无意间追的明星也留言

有一股冲动想要留言给他但心里深知他不会回复

霎时间那股冲动就消失了

听着他们的歌我知道你们会觉得奇怪

听泰国歌？我知道他们在唱什么吗？

老实说我不知道，就好像大家都在听韩国歌一样

找找歌词，看看是什么意思，再看看他们的 mv

然后猜猜看他们唱些什么。

虽然说他们没有韩国团体这么红，但是他们的歌是百听不厌的。

这个年头，我就决定要开始写回日记

但是我找不到一本可爱又厚厚的书来当我的日记

上个星期搬家的时候，看到以前写的日记，有三本这样多。

翻开来看，原来里面记载着很多我已经忘记了的秘密

少女的心情吃醋的时件男生哪个帅等等

我看到了以前的自己原来是那么的好笑哈哈

不过大多数都是我的感情文章为谁心动等等

我的青春，将来就是靠日记来回味。

如果，你有幸出现在我的日记

请不要惊讶因为我很高兴你参与我的生命。

为自己写一本属于自己的青春记事簿

到将来回味的时候，也许我会告诉你

我曾经对你动心或你曾经把水泼在我的身上等等

小心，我很记仇的哦！

1.1.2011

2011-01-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

Welcome to the year of 2011!! Happy New Year once again to all my friends and my loved ones.

Last night went to countdown at Zero Degree in Ipoh Garden East, yes, I went clubbing again! hahaha.. This time Angeline and Yan Yan were joining me too! I am very glad that you girls can make it! Muax! But too bad Yian and Yi Hui couldn't make it.

Photos!

the girls!

the guys!

This year, I wish that everyone is healthy, get to achieve whatever you wanna achieve, able to find your partners, get good results, and kena lottery!

31122010

2010-12-31T17:46:00.000+08:00

People! Today is the last day of the year 2010, let's countdown together!!

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Hello 2011, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Goodbye Christmas! Hello New Year!

2010-12-29T11:29:00.001+08:00

Few days later it will be another new year, 2011. This year is also my graduation year, I'm going to graduate already!!! For once, I hope to graduate as soon as possible because I don't want to touch the finance books which I always cannot get an A in the final examinations. But now, I wanna experience different study life as in further my studies to somewhere else other than Malaysia, now you get what I mean. =) Speaking about this further studies, I wanna go Japan to learn Japanese in depth and get myself ready to welcome the four seasons that I wanna experience so much. Hehe...

But that one is just my dream, I know that I couldn't afford it even though I can stand a chance to realize my dream. Every single semester when I knew that I got A for my Japanese, this thought becoming bothersome to me. I know for sure I will be very upset if I couldn't go Japan, but I will try my best to get over it soon and move my life as maybe a banker? Life is not only fulled of happiness, but sadness and disappointments too. You always cannot get what you want and try not to expect too much when you realize that reality does not allow you to. Don't be so negative, when you lose something, something good will come to you. =D

I wouldn't blame my parents for this. 2011, I wish that my parents are not coming back to Malaysia once I start working. After so many years, there is no way to hide that I have been staying with my aunt since I was 6-month-old until today. They didn't come back and maybe didn't bother to visit us for once and honestly, I don't care. My aunt is like my mom now, I very appreciate what she have done and took care of me very well. I know many people especially the few ones in my house always scolding me that not calling my parents as mom and dad and not planning to take care of them in the future. They are non other than some strangers to me! Except for giving birth to me and my brother. You don't have to understand my feelings but please understand that there must have some reasons behind it.

Few minutes ago I just finish reading Yian-Yian's blog. The way she takes care of her father who is now sick really impressive to me. Yian, you have all of us by your side. We all are praying hard for your father to stay healthy and overcome the cancer cells in his body. The God will definitely help your father when He heard your prays. Call us when you need us. =) You know that we are all your lao pos.. hahaha.. Stay strong!!!! The second wish : I wish that everyone stays healthy.

Third wish: Try to get all As in my final semester. Hahahahahahahaha!!!!

Fourth wish: Hmm.... The love sparks between me and him will never stop.

That's all for today. Got to move everything in my new room already! Happy New Year my fellow peeps!!!

My Christmas present XD

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Ding Dong BELL~

2010-12-25T12:24:00.000+08:00

Ding dong bell... Ding dong bell... la la la la la~~~

Merry merry Christmas everyone!! Did you get the presents from Santa? lol

I wonder if there is a Santa Claus in this world, (okay, I just sneezed twice, is there someone out there missing me right now?! =D ), I wanna tell him that please come to my house with everything that I want to be in my new room as my christmas presents!! Too greedy, I know. Hahaha!!

You got it right. I have my new room now. The second part of my house is finished building already, next Wednesday we're going to stay in new house officially even though we haven't got the permit yet. Lol !! Not that we want to go against the law, but if we don't start shifting the furnitures and all the stuffs into it right now, I don't think we have enough time to finish doing all the things that we need to do now since the CNY is coming in a month time.

Going to wash the house later and maybe go out to buy some furnitures if the price is affordable! lol Hope I can get some really nice furnitures.. hehehe.. Actually I don't want to spend my Christmas like this, but what to do? Next week my final semester starts already and only will be there during the first week of January, aunt always nagging me doing nothing at home. Sigh.

Anyway, wish you guys merry Christmas again and Happy New Year!

Result is out

2010-12-24T17:53:00.000+08:00

Finally, result is out. I have just checked my result, the results of the core subjects are expected. I didn't score well. Really expected already. Am thinking back the time when I was having these tough papers, I so panicked and worried that I couldn't do the questions at all after opened the question papers. It really turned out that I had no idea how to solve the problems and almost break down in tears. Sigh, let the bygones be bygones now.

Today is Christmas eve, I have no plans for tonight and no idea how to celebrate the Christmas with my boy friend. Anyway, I don't have to worry right now first. Hehehe... Back to the topic, hmm, the result I get considers quite okay but too bad, it didn't reach my target. Never mind, I have done my best to study everything and consider quite lucky to get the 'okay' result. At least it is not that bad after all.

Guys and my girls, Merry Christmas to ya all and spend this special holiday with your family and love ones. Be joyful and enjoy the night to the fullest!

我的新加坡篇

2010-12-23T12:08:00.003+08:00

这个假期我过得很快乐。一方面是我男朋友他的毕业礼终于顺利的举行了，另一方面就是我可以去新加坡玩！那时候我没有想过我这个假期真的可以去新加坡，男朋友拿不到假期陪我去，然后就是我的护照已经过期了，需要再弄过一个新的。11 月 25 日我刚考完试，然后隔一天就和我的男朋友到吉隆坡的Prince Hotel 参加他的毕业礼。Prince Hotel 是一间五星级的酒店，家私豪华加舒服到极点。

由于 Pavilion 就是在 Prince Hotel 的对面，所以我们的三餐都是在那儿解决。我没有去过 Pavilion，不过听说那儿卖的东西相当的高级。也就是因为那个价钱，我什么都没有买到，哈哈！只有在那儿的 Face Shop 买了我平时用的整套 Skin care，然后再填那个可以成为幸运儿出席金贤重的 Asia Tour。那时候还搞笑说我不会这么幸运的。结果…… 我是其中一个幸运儿，不过也因为我那个星期要去新加坡而那么的不幸运的不能出席金贤重的 Asia Tour。真他X的！

宝贝的毕业礼后就直接回怡保了。（我好像第一次叫他宝贝！哈哈哈！）过后我忘了是星期几去更新我的护照的，不过我记得我遇到谁。第一个就是我很久没有见过的阿 Too，他真的肥了好多好多，我根本不认得排在我前面的他！哈哈！过后就是我望你，你望我的 session。我想到就好笑！哈哈哈哈！第二个就是我在补习那儿认识的朋友荣耀，他和他的女朋友就坐在我的旁边。那时候我真的闷到不能形容，还好我可以听手机的歌和 Twitter 来打发时间。他们在我的旁边聊天，我还想说谁那么吵打扰我听歌。第一次转头过去，做么这个男真么熟的？！第二次转头过去，又来个我望你你望我 session，哎！世界就是这么小。

我跳了我一直跟我的姑妈抱怨我没有的去看帅哥这个 part。因为都是来来去去的那几句……

我要看 Kim Hyun Joong 啊…… 我不要去新加坡啊……

...

我的姑妈说我发神经，学人家追什么明星……

我说我的姑妈发神经，我偏偏喜欢追明星。

后来，我没有见到我的 Kim Hyun Joong。

后来，我只有见到我很久没见的老同学。

哈哈哈哈！不好意思，我就要毕业了，觉得自己有点老，所以也把你们变成 ‘老同学’。

在新加坡待了差不多一个星期，从　３／１２　到　８／１２／２０１０。

第一天在新加坡，我到了NTU。 Chee Kin 带我到那儿的。

我还 ‘很好意思的’让他等我 45 分钟，哈哈！我不是有心的，我不知道搭　ＭＲＴ　从 Tampines 去 Jurong East 要整整一个小时！对不起啦～～！！！！

我过后有请你喝可乐，就当作一笔勾销！谢谢！

这是 NTU 其中一个 lecture hall, 哇！真得不能和 USM 比较。

扮哈野 jek……

我和Chee Kin。

那边的食堂，干净，有冷气，没有臭味。

最重要的是没有猫。

我 form six 的老同学！哈哈哈! 谢谢你们带我环游 NTU!

第二天，我的我的表妹, Jaslyn 去逛街！我们超会 shop 的！真的走到忘记时间！哈哈哈！

我忘了这时哪里，应该是在 Orchard Road。顺道一提，今年的圣诞装饰没有以往的漂亮！

超大的一棵圣诞树！

走进里面真的美到让人觉得很有圣诞节的气氛！

Jaslyn。

我和我的东炎面。

忘了说我在 Bugis Street 遇到 Shanti!！

再一次，世界真的小！

第三天，我们到　Ｓｅｎｔｏｓａ！　

我，Ｊａｓｌｙｎ，她的爸爸还有我的姑妈！

对了！　来新加坡就一定要去赌场！不过我没有赌啦……哈哈！

见了两个小瓜。

还见了这个帅哥，Ｊａｓｌｙｎ　的弟弟。

喂！　你高过我了！

过后要回去的时候，我又遇到了朋友！

我没有看到她，是她叫我的！天啊．．．

突然来新加坡．突然的见到那么多朋友! 她是跟我一起拿日文班的,现在在新加坡做工。

我们真的很有缘分阿！

星期一到　Ｍａｒｉｎａ　Ｓａｎｄｓ　Ｂａｙ。

我忘了带护照，所以没有进去这里的赌场。

自己一个人走　ｓｈｏｐｐｉｎｇ　ｍａｌｌ，这个大得很离谱的ｓｈｏｐｐｉｎｇ　ｍａｌｌ　害到我迷路了！差点走不会原本进来的入口。

就算有　ｓｉｇｎ　ｂｏａｒｄｓ，我还是会迷路……

我跟你说，这个　Ｃｈａｎｅｌ　店真的大到离谱！

无意间走到这里，拍一拍　Ｆｅｒｒａｒｉ。

还有的坐船，爽到……

终于，那边的最终目的，Ｓｋｙｐａｒｋ！　

还没有上到去　Ｓｋｙｐａｒｋ　的样子。

就是还没有感到害怕的样子。

一旦我踏出电梯……

再转向右手边……

妈妈米阿～　谁来救我？

我的第一句话就是……

‘我真的上了贼船！’

更让我吐血的是，　这的确是一条船……

这里是　５６ｔｈ　Ｆｌｏｏｒ！！！！！　

我一直都有畏高症，所以上到这个　ｓｋｙｐａｒｋ，无论风景有多美，这个建筑物有多坚固，对我来说都是屁……

那时候我真想骂臭话，因为我吓到快要哭出来了。

我超没有安全感，一直觉得这艘船一定会沉……

心里很很很很不踏实，铁定我的脸色很不好看。

我真的很羡慕那些不怕高的人，起码坐缆车一定不会怕。

坐摩天轮很ｅｎｊｏｙ，跳楼机没问题。

没有克服到这个畏高症，没有关系。　有关系的是，我有勇气面对。

不过，我全程脚都是软的。

心痛

2010-12-19T14:30:00.001+08:00

我终于明白自己家的宠物就要死的那种心痛。
我家的狗已经很老了，印象中它应该有十四岁了......
还记得当我念国小的时候，我看着我的姑丈在家外面的大树下挖了一个大洞来埋刚死去的狗，然后没有多久，这只狗就很幸运的被我姑丈带回家里养。
当时的它还是一只算是满年轻的狗，还蛮帅的。
我们都很喜欢它，有时候还跟它玩。
但是现在，它已经很老了、病了。
它的左眼还瞎了，走路的时候还不小心的撞倒东西。
它很惨，很可怜。就连家里的人都不想理它。
刚才跟我姑妈吃东西的时候，她又提到关于让狗能安乐睡去的一支针。
虽然说能减轻它的痛苦，让它在睡梦中慢慢死去，但是我总是觉得那是我亲手杀了它。
想着它将要死去的那一刻，我的心痛了。
我很不舍得它！它跟我有了很多年的感情，就算我已经很多年爱理不理它。
心很痛的我差点哭了出来……

刚才去看了看它，它一直在那儿睡着，好像很累的样子。
我希望它去世了过后，能像之前那些狗一样，葬在我家的大树下，用另一种方式陪我们一起度过岁月。

Life is precious

2010-12-12T21:52:00.001+08:00

The news about Alviss Kong still very hot. I think his funeral just ended either today or yesterday and media reported that his ex girl friends showed up in his funeral being accompanied by her friends.

What if his ex girl friend showed up before he jumped down from fourteenth floor? Things certainly would be very different and Alviss Kong would not have lost his life like that. Anyway, love your precious life without giving it up easily just because of breaking up with your love one or any other reason.

First time blogging at my boy friend's place, he is busying with his work there though today is a Sunday. I can't offer my help because I am suck in finance. Never in my life I score an A in my finance subjects after I took management course. I just can't help it though I used to be very good in maths. So good in maths doesn't mean that you're good in finance. Finance will just make you very headache when you wanna figure out what's the figure actually means other than figures. Confuse? I also confuse about what I am typing here. Hahaha...

My cousin sister just bought a big refrigerator and Courts only sent it here today. Teehee~! We have a new refrigerator to use now! The old one we dump it outside the house first and will sell it to somebody who need it. I look at the old one and ask my cousin how old is it. He told me that the fridge is actually older than me, perhaps 30 years plus already.

Wow, the life span of a fridge can be so long! So you can imagine how old my fridge is.

Will blog about my vacation in Singapore soon! I have uploaded a lot of photos in facebook, you can go there have a look! =D

Alviss Kong 安息吧！

2010-12-11T11:27:00.000+08:00

真的很可惜，一个跟我同年的男生竟然为了一个不再爱他的女生而结束他的生命。

何苦呢？难道用你的命去换取她的爱，是一件很值得的事吗？

你已经走了，不在世上了，再也看不见你爱的她还有爱你的爸妈。

也看不见这个世界怎样讨论对你的所作所为。

是，你真的很傻很笨！

是，某方面来说你对爱的勇敢很值得让人钦佩。

但是，为什么不想想你身边的人呢？

爱　也可以分成很多种啊……

没有了情人的爱，还有家人和朋友的爱啊！

或许你的下一个爱人会是像你一样的不顾一切的爱你呢？

大家都在讨论你的死，你知道吗？

你的倒数，让你的姐姐为你感到很害怕。

你的遗言，虽然说叫大家不要怪你的前女友，但是一定会有一部分的人责怪她的！　

因为她的绝情是你跳楼的原因！

也有一部分的人为你在面子书开了　ｆａｎ　ｐａｇｅ，　超过万个人以上　ｌｉｋｅ　你。

就因为你为爱死了。你用这种方法打出一个名气，真的很可笑。

现在说什么都无法挽回了，Ａｌｖｉｓｓ　安息吧！

KIM HYUN JOONG? No. No Kim Hyun Joong for me.

2010-12-02T16:34:00.001+08:00

Last night, I got a message from an unknown number.

It wrote " Congrats! You're one of the Lucky Winners in TFS Asia Tour with KHJ. Please check your email for details and revert by Dec 2, 3 pm for attendance. Or call 03-40449266."

After got the message, I forwarded it to my boy friend. He said maybe it is true and I can try to contact that number the next day which is today. That time, I had a strong feeling that I really got the prize so I went to check my inbox. But I found nothing.

Surprisingly, someone called me up just now when I was driving to somewhere to have my lunch with my aunt. I told him to call me back later because I was driving without second thought. Anyhow, I get to know that I really got some NICE PRIZE after I searched for something about the asia tour with khj by using google search.

Now I only understand the full meaning of the message I got last night.

TFS = The Face Shop
KHJ = KIM HYUN JOONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

REALLY LAH!! HOW CAN I MISS THIS? SERIOUSLY KIM HYUN JOONG IS THE DREAM GUY WHEN I WATCHED THE KOREAN FLOWER FOUR SERIES !!!!!

But I have already bought the tickets to Singapore with my aunt tonight. She doesn't allow me to go Bukit Bintang to meet Kim Hyun Joong unless I'm determined to do so. Seriously, I wanna go Bukit Bintang so so much!!!!! I wanna meet with my dream guy rather than going Singapore!!! WTH~~~~~~~~

I called my friend to tell her that I got the amazing prize from face shop. She was so upset too about me giving up the chance to see the REAL KIM HYUN JOONG. After all so many people wanna see him in real person but I gave up the prize just to go Singapore!!!!!! I'm dumb!!! Super dumb!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I feel like I have won RM 1 million but cannot get the RM 1 million..................

KIM HYUN JOONG? No. No Kim Hyun Joong for me.

I

REALLY

WANNA CRY LA~~~!!!!!

Great Time.

2010-11-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

Today I had McDonald with my aunt.

Hehe.. Back to the time when my aunt and I always had meals together.

Again.

2010-11-15T13:16:00.000+08:00

Here comes the third paper. Islamic Finance.

I'm pretty regretted that I took this subject as my elective this semester. Thought of having it by this semester so I will be more free for my last semester to do my thing or probably open an online boutique. Hmm.. I'm still thinking about it. Just only went to check my Islamic Finance coursework, as always, I don't know why I deserved such a low mark though I have put much effort in the assignment and attended his lectures. Well, it doesn't matter now because I think he already submitted the marks the the top level to be finalized. No change is going be made anyway.

I just change the study environment today. It is not that comfortable compared to my room in the apartment. When I'm in my own room, I lost my self-control as I always stream movies to watch. Now, this study environment prohibits me doing so, it's a good thing though. I can really focus on this subject to get every important principles memorized in my head.

Here again, good luck for everyone. Wish you all manage to answer all the questions and score high marks in every subject!!

Feelings for This Week

2010-11-13T14:30:00.000+08:00

The stress always approaching me whenever I have my exam period.

Stress never be apart from examinations huh? Or who doesn't feel stressed when exams are around the corner? I believe even the smart people do feel stressed too. After all, they scare of they are too 'smart' to give correct answer for every question. *shrug*

Well, to be honest, I didn't spend my study week wisely to study for my final. The first three days I worked in the PC Expo and feel sick after that for two days. Thought of starting my revision on Wednesday in library but ended up too many secondary students packed inside it. Obviously university student doesn't stand a chance to study there. So my study mood gone as well. And you may think that never mind! Revision started on Thursday would be fine. NO NO NO! The Singapore cousin came back on Thursday morning and I had to spend few days to make sure she was kept accompanied.

So I didn't touch any of my text book until Sunday. Great right?

First paper was on Thursday and the second one followed by Saturday. Sixteen chapters for the first subject and ten chapters for the other one. Bravo!! Give myself a big clap! How was I going to stuck all twenty six chapters in my head in just less than..... five days? No matter what I had to study all in order to achieve the target I have set for this semester. But I don't think I will get to achieve it after these two papers. They were tough! Seriously the cry feeling never ever got to find me right after exam! Guess what, I broke my super good record. Started to tear right after the first paper but I was glad that I managed to hold it back.

Though quite many marks gone for the first paper, I still have the chance to score well in my another four papers. That's the only hope that cheered me up a little bit and eating chocolate really helped in getting back my mood. If next time I feel tension, chocolate will be my first choice to distress. As you all know, tension is another best friend of stress. So I found another best friend of mine for this short term period.

Just now, hopeless found me. I did badly for my second paper, again. Wanna use the same hope that I still have another three papers to boost my GPA. However, it seems that same trick doesn't work all the while. And no, no chocolate for now. Chocolate is fattening. Girls view it as enemy though sometimes it is a very good friend in our life, especially when you're having period pain. For the first time, I skipped a chapter and just focused on the calculation parts rather than the theories. Don't follow me. I'm not a good example. Study all and go through every tutorial question then you're able to score an A. I didn't do it. I will be fine. I will be fine. I will be fine.

Keep telling to myself that I will be fine. I think I would be fine.

I will be fine.

~~I really will be fine.~~

Present for today:

Give myself a Saturday to rest and empty my brain.

p/s: Please don't be affected by my emotional post.

First Working Experience in PC Expo

2010-11-02T19:18:00.004+08:00

Feel so great after sleeping for more than 24 hours! I slept from Sunday night around 12 midnight until Tuesday four in the morning, do the math yourself, if you want to. =) Actually it is not that great, because I fell sick right after working for the PC Expo in Ipoh from last Friday until Sunday. =S

I'm weak, I know.

Okay, let's talk about my first ever working experience in PC Expo. If you ever wonder why I call it PC Expo, hell, I also don't know anything about it. Maybe the amount of booths told me about it? This PC Expo was not like any PC Fair that I went before. What come into my mind when we mention about PC Fair are 'cheap, many people and worth to buy'. Firstly, I did not know the things there were cheap or not because I myself also didn't have the time to walk around. Secondly, not many people went to this PC Expo, the sales on Friday and Saturday really 'thumbs down'. But as far as I know, it is worth to purchase cheaper stuffs during these kind of fairs because you will get a lot of free gifts!!!

I never think twice when my friend told me that HP was finding people to work for them in Ipoh, although I'm supposed to use that period to study for my final. Heck, I really know myself too well that I never fully utilized my study break to study for my final since year 1, so what if I just use up three days to work and earn some pocket money when the paid is so alluring? RM 120 per day ( I only knew it on Saturday! LOL!) and commission if I reach the target! Die also work lah!!!

Should call it fate when I told the person in charge that I could not attend the briefing on Thursday, 6 pm. My last presentation was on Thursday 3 pm and I had to rush to take the 4.45 pm bus to go back Ipoh. So the person in charge assigned me to the HP supplier and the other girls working at the other booths focused on selling printers while mine one on selling cartridge. Wonder what was the fate I've talked about? I met good and friendly working partners there. They are so easy going and treated me very nice during those three days. Other girls had to eat bread as lunch while I had rice as lunch and other snacks like keropok, bread and ice-cream bread. =D Had a lot of laughters with them too!

Other than that, I got along quite well with other friends who worked at nearer booths. I wont forget the guy who treated us sweets on Friday when everyone was going to fall asleep. The girl always shouting 'offer' to get customers' attention. The guy promoting the copy-cat-game Wii asked me to curi tulang with him. The other stall supervisor asked me to go smoke with him and another girl. =.= And the guy worked at the opposite booth selling laptops.

Of course I wont forget about the evil things my 'nice' working partners ordered me! She ordered me to get further information about the copy-cat-game Wii and also ordered me to get close to the guy working at the opposite booth to ask his manager's age!!!!!!! WTH~!!! They claimed that they are not young anymore so they suggested me to become the sacrificed one to do the tasks..... If not, I cannot go home..... You see lah..... Indeed, those evil things made this working experience of mine unforgettable and so memorable. It is worth to spend more time to help them keeping booths on the last day and waking up earlier than other girls when I did not have to do so.

Met Ah Yip, Serena, Koon Hee and Mitchelle working as promoters there too. Saw few long lost friends and chatted with them for a few minutes to catch up some recent updates. And I have made my decision, I will work for them in the coming PC Fair during December if they manage to get booths. =D

Besides, there are a lot of sweet memories too. Those are for me to keep inside my hearts and I truly wish that I can meet them again.

I very miss you all.

CNBLUE

2010-10-23T10:45:00.000+08:00

昨天做 assignment 做到我头昏眼花，又闷得发慌。
手边的工作给停了下来，收起整个桌子的 notes，开了 PPS。
看什么戏好呢？
不如就继续看 “综艺大国民”好了。
不记得我看到第几集了，随便好了……
我的随便，带来了我的欢乐。

曾几何时，我非常的迷原来是美男这套偶像剧。
就这一集，原来是美男的其中一个主角来了 ---- 郑容和！
他是韩国一个现在非常出名的一个乐团的主唱！

CNBLUE!!!!

很久以前我的男有给我听他的歌，过后我就忘了要下载他们的歌了……
还好有综艺大国民让我记起来！　
如果你还没有看过综艺大国民，赶快去看啊！非常搞笑的！！！哈哈哈哈
每次都笑到不能停下来……
这里有一首歌我很喜欢的，听听看

我还是很喜欢郑容和！原因呢？
因为他在原来是美男里面饰演一个默默在女主角背后付出的温柔男人。
我喜欢这样的角色，所以在现实生活中，我喜欢温柔的男生。heheeeee....
CNBLUE 的鼓手非常 cute!!!! 哈哈哈哈！
他叫 Kang Ming Hyuk!!!

10 月 22 日，对你来说有什么特别呢？

2010-10-22T11:58:00.002+08:00

看了看今天的日期，百般感觉涌上心头。

10 月 22 日，对你来说有什么特别呢？

其实，今天是我在小学的时候，第一个认识的男生的生日。我不懂为什么小学的事情我还可以记得那么的死鬼清楚，偏偏我要把所有我在上课学的东西记得的时候，它们总是不欢而散。你们不要这样对我好不好？我这个学期起码要拿 3.67 以上，这样我的学分不会看起来那么的糟糕……

Okay, back to the point.

那天我去看林峰的时候，刚好有跟我的好朋友提到这个男生。如果你们有一直看我的部落格（我没有奢望太高哦！），你们可能会知道我在讲着谁。如果没有看过的话，请click 这里。那个时候，我真的完全不记得我在我的 po 那里写了什么东东。就刚刚，我从我的 post list 那里找回当时我写的 “梦见小学情人”，原来那时候我是梦见了他才写的。重新看了一遍后，我发觉我找回当时写那片“梦见小学情人”的感觉。感觉这东西真的很不可思议，不知道你有没有试过？

今天是他的生日，想忘记也忘记不了。可能真的是应了那句名言，你想要忘记的东西，偏偏它就烙在你的心里。到现在，我还是不知道你在哪里。希望你一切安好，也希望你会看到我写的东西，这算是我一点点的私心吧！

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昨天，我又惹我的 sensei 笑。其实第三级的日文班已经结束了，只剩下我们的 drama presentation 。也就是下个星期四，我们就要 present 了！！我的 final year 的 first semester 这样就过了，超不舍得…… 我的日文课都是在每逢星期二和星期四，由于都上完课了，老师说就用剩下来的时间来做练习题。我刚拿到那份练习题的时候，哇哇哇哇，很难!我问了 sensei 几个问题，就说很难啊…… （我们都是用日文沟通的……哈哈哈！）sensei 就给我惹笑了，他还顶我不顺的打了我手一下。heheheheheeeeeeeee...........

虽然今天对我来说只不过是另外一天，但是我要赶我最后一份 assignment 啊！！！！！！

加油！！！

p/s : 忘了跟你说……生日快乐。

非凡峰迷之约

2010-10-17T22:39:00.001+08:00

你看我的标题就知道我要讲什么啦…… 就是那个非常出名的林峰咯！赫赫……

林峰，你都知道他是谁，所以我不会多讲些什么。现在我只是想说说我的追星经验。（好像有点夸张，我知道。）

他来马来西亚帮 Alicafe 宣传的时间，凡是他的歌迷或戏迷都应该会知道。哎呀，我还少了一样，就是 Alicafe 迷！我很显然是他的戏迷，一直很喜欢他所演绎的香港连续剧。他的连续剧几乎我都有看，成为了他的戏迷后从没有间断过。这个不算夸张。更夸张的是我上一年为了近距离接触他而买了两包包装咖啡，拿了赠送的林峰海报，上台给他签名。

那个海报，我还收着。

星期五那天，林峰又去Queensbay 宣传，时间是晚上 8 点。好死不死，我的 Financial Statement Analysis 的第二次 mid term 竟然也是晚上 8 点半！啊啊啊啊啊啊~~ 我的林峰…… 没有办法了，我只好选择我的学业，反正看林峰的机会还多的是。

朋友还趁这个机会嘲笑我说，当我忙着按计算机的时候，就是她在喊：“林峰！林峰！” 的时候…… 你好野~ 我忍。

真没有想到，我真的有机会今年再次见到林峰本尊。考完试后，我竟然被朋友怂恿回怡保。抵不过她的怂恿，我答应她了，反正就只有我一个人留在那个家，回去应该会安全点。讲到安全，大家要小心驾驶啊! 最近真的是有太多的夺命车祸发生，生命还是最重要啊！那天晚上这样迟驾车回怡保，我也是有点怕怕…… 不过还好，我们安全抵达。

星期六一早醒来，第一件事就是想到林峰在怡保了！第二件事就是我也在怡保！机会不能错失阿……我们都在同一个地方，没有理由我会这么不珍惜这个难得的机会？！笨蛋才会那样做！刷了牙就立刻 call 我的老朋友，问她是否得空陪我看林峰。真的谢谢你啦，弈珍！用了不够一个小时的准备就立刻飞去她家然后出发到 Ipoh Parade 咯！

林峰林峰我来咯！

弈珍和我守在楼梯口等着林峰。

准备相机！

林峰来咯！

其实我发现一样东西，无论我们怎样叫他，他都好像是在尝试着融入 ‘默默无名’ 的人群里。

当自己是平常人一样走到台前，林峰并不像其他的明星一样，看着他们的影迷或歌迷，用着迷人的笑容挥挥手跟他们 say hello 。他这个行为，让我对他有另一层的看法。

好不容易挤到前面去，终于看到他了！

摄影师，别挡着我啦！

林峰……好像是在看着我。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~！！

去年我拿到了他的签名，所以今年我不贪心，远远的看着他就好。

林峰你要加油！希望明年我可以再见到你！ =D

こんにちわ

2010-10-14T11:33:00.000+08:00

おはいよう　ございます。

いま、クラスが　あります。でも、わたしは　クラスへ　いきません。

きいの、さんじかんぐらい　にほんごを　べんきょしました。

今日、スピーチが　あります。残念ですね。

这是我的演讲稿。今天要用日文来演讲我的 hobby 是什么。

昨天晚上我用了差不多三个钟的时间来写这个演讲稿，然后再背进我的脑里。

写就很快，背的时候真的够力。

昨天进脑的稿子今天就忘了七七八八。怎么办啦~~~~

说声加油给自己。

がんばてください。

与朋友的槟城之旅

2010-10-04T19:55:00.000+08:00

这个 post 应该是三个星期前应该有的，可是本小姐的懒惰程度每一天都在提高，甚至可以说我的“懒惰” 功力已经可以修炼到最高的境界了。简直是无人能比啊！！！！

自从 Hatyai 回来之后，我的心整个遗留在 Hatyai 的某个男人身上。无论我怎样隔空诏召回我的心，都是徒劳无功。Ahem...! 刚刚那句的 “某个男人” 好像是会令人想到不必要想的东西。在这里纠正纠正一下，我并没有在泰国找多一个男人或男朋友或者变性人，我也没有本事同时拥有两个男人，天啊~！我真的不敢想象如果我的马来西亚男朋友知道我在泰国有另外一个的时候会做出生么事情来。也许他会踢我回荷兰……

那个假期我很 ‘把炮’

我从来都没有在同一个假期去玩两次。第一个星期是去泰国，而第二个星期是跟我的朋友去槟城玩。所以我真的很 ‘把炮’ ，一个假期玩到够够。说到槟城，虽然说我是在这里读书，是应该尝遍各种美食。我很惭愧的对你们说，我没有咯~！！吃过的美食肯能十个手指都可以数得出来。没有关系！这次跟我的好朋友们有吃到出名的 laksa！！！

Ta-DA~!!!

看到都流口水了……

我和 Angeline

嫣嫣和奕慧

（天啊……原来 type 你们的华语名是很浪费时间的）

过后，我们去 Pinang Peranakan Museum。那里是很出名的。（废话！！）

有很多出名的连续剧都是在那儿拍摄，比如小娘惹。那里的所有物件和整个屋子都具有历史性的特征，看到我啧啧称奇。最令我影响深刻的是……他们的正厅。古人的正厅是摆放着很多祖先的神牌还有和家训有关的东西。我进到那儿的时候，真的吓到一跳！我真的没有想到他们会留着那些祖先的神牌，还很“壮观” 的摆在一个很大又很高还镶满金的神台。本来想说拍张照片留恋，但想想还是不要了。谁知道我可能不知道我自己无缘无故得罪了他们，然后在照片里面跟我 say hello 或用另一种方式来惩罚我。

别闹了！

那时候我跟我的朋友说，古人那时的生活好像很严厉。做什么事情都要深谋远虑，有规有矩。有可能好像看戏那样，不小心做错事情，动不动都家法侍候！不同长度和厚度的藤鞭任君选择，然后打到屁股开花。哇老~！我可能痛死于藤鞭下也无人知晓。同时，下人永远是下人，任由主子虐待或吩咐。甚至会被卖去当下人或青楼或做别人的妾。哎…… 很难想象如果我生活在那个时代，肯定是很惨的……

吃饭的地方 - 饭厅

大家一起玩纸麻将！

四大美女

那时的化妆品和香水

（香水百合啦啦啦啦……）

如果当时我是富家女，每天都佩戴这些金银珠宝，我看我的脖子都歪了，小的耳洞都变成一个明显的洞。

我很喜欢这张照片！　（＾∇＾）

我想放大这张的，可是我怕吓到你们。

更不想的是，我不想每一次开我的部落格的时候我自己会被吓到。

就好像那时候………………

大厅里有很多照片，这张是在最左边，而我是从右边的照片看起的。　

那时候我很多嘴，我说：

他们的　ｌｏｏｋ　很像僵尸。

然后，看到那张照片，就指着它说：

这个更想啊！！　

然后就拍了下来。

那个不懂死活的嫣嫣竟然突然间抱我的腰，另加　（对我来说）有点瘙痒那种。

就在Ａｎｇｅｌｉｎｅ　和奕慧都走过来看的同时……

我喊了。

吓到　Ａｎｇｅｌｉｎｅ　和奕慧立刻退后，因为他们以为我在那张照片看到了什么东西。

认识我的朋友们都懂我是很怕很怕瘙痒，而且反应很厉害那种。

现在还好了，起码不会动手打人。

＊＊＊＊＊

过后我们去了　Ｔｏｙ　Ｍｕｓｅｕｍ。

以前

她跟你说：“不要对我有非分之想！”

Death note……

然后我们去 Queensbay 尝试 fish spa。

哇~ 我跟你讲！！一开始的时候是没有一条鱼是愿意吃我的脚的。所以没有什么感觉，水冰冷冷的，心痒痒的，为什么没有鱼来~？

就突然间，一条鱼偷袭我的脚，geli 到我立刻叫！！哈哈哈

然后更多鱼来的时候，哇老~ 我好像被点了笑穴那样，一直在那儿笑! 哈哈哈

期间我还问我的朋友们我可不可以笑，因为那些鱼儿在吃着我的脚板……哈哈哈哈

Conclusion, 不错不错。=p

一堆屎的冰淇淋

这个超好吃！

所以那个粪冰淇淋是在这个 Toilet Bowl Restaurant 叫的。 =）

这三天两夜的旅程中，我真的很 enjoy。

唯一遗憾的是，我们去 clubbing 的时候没有拍到照片。

晚上的 girls talk 还有车上的叫骂声真的很怀念。

希望我们还有下次的旅行，那时候一定要加埋李彦燕。

少了她真的很可惜咯！！

Short Update

2010-09-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

A short update would be enough, I think.

Okay, I spent my weekend here in Penang. Unbelievable right?! I used to go back every week when this semester started. I did not join any activities (this was because I did not know what activities to join nor have the intention to find out more!). This week is already week 12 if the raya holidays taken into account, four more weeks and that's the end of my first semester of my final year! Wuush~ Time flies! What a phrase that always appears in my blog postsssss.

I planned to finish doing everything that I have already noted down in my personal diary. In fact, I guess I know myself too well. Still left with few tasks that are circled with a big red 'deadline' on top of them. Forget about it. And that 'everything' included one huge mission which was to give a surprise to a birthday girl on last Saturday by calling 'somebody' to pass the mobile phone to 'another somebody' to wish her happy birthday on the right spot!

Guess what... the mission failed. I mean it was really a HUGE mission that had to go through few people to get the mission done. I wanted to blog everything about that mission but... it is fulled of stupidity. I wonder why I had that kind of courage to personal message that 'somebody' in his facebook to get him help us to accomplish the mission. It is unacceptable at all!! Yeah, I feel it right now!! Stupid right?! I really have to 'praise' myself, you're fantastic, Bell!

Had a lot of mixed feelings after the mission. Stop!!! I don't want to think about it already. Have to focus on every assignment and tests!!! Having psychology test tomorrow, add oil everyone!

Till then, oyasumi nasai! =)

我去 Hatyai 疯狂 Part 2 之 C-Quint 帅到爆炸

2010-09-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

给你们看看一个 music video ，不会很浪费时间。 =）

没错，他们是来自泰国的一个团体，能善歌善舞，还帅到爆炸！！！！

他们是 C-Quint!!!!!!!

Bank :: Pitt :: Fluke :: Yoshi

现在大家都在迷着韩国的团体，我却在迷着泰国团体，哈哈哈哈，我很不跟潮耶…… 虽然说他们不够韩国团体来的出名，不过，他们真的是很吸引我……还有我的朋友！！！哈哈哈！最近一直在听他们的歌，我真的迷恋他们迷恋到不能自己，救命啊！

当我们去到百货公司的时候，刚好他们在表演着。他们是在宣传着他们第二个专辑，现场热闹到爆炸！他们的粉丝还有我们这几个也在为他们喊，我们还疯狂到追他们追到机场。厉害吧！哈哈~

在那儿跟他们拍了很多照片，还有跟他们有近距离得接触，简直爽到……不能形容。

当我们在百货公司

他们在休息着，过后再唱多几首歌。

我们四个追他们追到机场。也是我第一次坐 tuk tuk。呵呵……

Jazzy，Mandy　和 Bell

接下来就是我和他们的合照啦！！

Ｂａｎｋ　和我

Ｙｏｓｈｉ　和我

我和　Ｐｉｔｔ！　

这个就是我最喜欢的！！！！Fluke!!!!

当然少不了我们女生的合照啦！ =）

我还记得这张照片是 Fluke 帮我们拍的！哈哈！

这张照片真的会杀死很多他们的粉丝，我们就好像是四对情侣。哈哈哈！

Jazzy 和 Mandy 都说这张照片根本不像是偶像和粉丝的照片，反而是情侣照。

我还记得当时我提议这样拍的时候，每个人多说好。然后我们就站在我们各自心仪的男生的旁边，过后那里全部所有人包括 C Quint 的粉丝统统看着我们。

我想当中一定有一些粉丝很不喜欢我们。哈哈哈!

因为我们刚好是四个人，然后我们很平均的喜欢他们。每个中意的都不一样。

所以说，我们这四个很独特！

可能也许因为这个小小的独特，可以让 C Quint 更记得我们！=p

C Quint，加油！

我去 Hatyai 疯狂 Part 1 之我去 Hatyai 大开眼界啦！！

2010-09-08T14:32:00.001+08:00

小心后面！！热水来啦~！！借位借位！！！

对啦！我的 Hatyai post 是新鲜出炉的，趁我还没有忘记一些小事之前，我要把它们全写在这里，得空的时候回味一下，超爽啊！！

上一次我不是说我突然间决定去泰国玩的，结果我的决定是对的！！！（我真佩服我自己！也很感谢我的大胆，‘大胆’ 我爱你！！）在这个泰国之旅，我遇到很多有趣的朋友，还有意想不到的一个泰国出名的男生团体，然后就是认识了两个在杂志社做工的朋友。更不能忘记的就是我所有去过的地方，第一次坐 tuk tuk 的经验。我不知道为什么朋友们都写 du du，可是我比较喜欢 tuk tuk， tuk tuk 看起来和听起来比较可爱。哈哈哈！！

让一些可爱的东西出现在我的部落格里应该比较有趣吧！*舌头伸出来*

好啦……接下来我会从上个星期五说起，大家‘洗眼恭看’ 吧！

星期五

通常我的星期五是没有课上的，所以每逢星期四晚上就立刻飞回家。不过，这个星期五是很不一样的哦！！是个超特别的星期五！！因为那天晚上的 2.30 am 也就是星期六的早上，我要去 Hatyai 啦！！哇哈哈哈哈哈…… 由于整天没有事情做，所以我看了整天的戏，睡了一个不是很久的午觉。我和我的朋友一致认为，如果我们下午睡觉了，晚上就会睡不着，结果，我们错了… 错的很离谱，因为我们根本没有时间补眠。真够悲呢……

说 2.30 am 集合结果巴士差不多一个小时后才到。那时候天开始下起雨来了，大家都冒着雨上巴士，然后一直冷到 Hatyai。巴士司机很不会 do，没有把收音机关掉，害得我们睡不到。到了泰国的 kastam 的时候更呕电，chop 护照久的要命，轮到我们的 group border pass 的时候，我的天啊！！！他们好像没有chop 过 group border pass 那样，叫我们去另外一个专为外国人 chop 护照的 counter 。用英文告诉他们我们是 Malaysian 的时候，他们竟然不会讲英文！我的妈呀！这样就搞了两个小时，真想叫他们回泰国算了。不过，他们是来自泰国的，所以讲不讲都是白费。

后来，我已经撑不下去了，就连我们的导游几时上我们的巴士我都不知道。听到‘我们到了，大家下车’ 我才甘愿睁开眼准备下车。第一个地方是去吃那儿很出名的鸡饭，叫了豆奶，期待着那儿的鸡饭到底有多好吃。我只可以说，还好罢了。不过！！那个豆奶超好喝！！还有就是，他们不是给罐装的豆奶，而是玻璃瓶的。就连汽水也是玻璃瓶的，真够环保！

我们吃鸡饭的地方 -- 大同饭店！

看到墙山的新闻和照片就知道他们有多出名了。

这就是我们的鸡饭！！

超好喝的豆奶！ =）

这些黄梨很可爱，小小颗的。

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后来，我们去了燕窝店。

这里是一个小型的百货公司那样，卖的都是批发的，所有皮制的物品都是真皮的。

我没有喝到燕窝，只是走马看花罢了。

下一站，土产店。

由于忙着购买 snacks ，我忘了拍照了。

不过我又拍‘特别’ 的哦！

知道什么来的吗？

我给你看清楚一点，你可以去那儿试吃。

像我怕虫的，请看过就算了。

你看我们刚睡醒的样子，真见不得人。

下一站，Honey 店。

去到那里还给我上课！！我的妈呀！！

我们都已经累到不行了，你还给我上蜜糖的历史，我坐着坐着就会周公去了。

就会周公之前，我们有一小杯的蜜糖水喝。

你看，真的很小杯，我没有骗你。

************

接下来所发生的一切都是很不可思议的，敬请期待！！

我觉得很可笑

2010-09-03T01:15:00.001+08:00

不为什么。

突然间觉得，原来在我身边也有很多我很难接受的事情。

突然间觉得，我活的还蛮悲哀的。自以为自己已经有那个能力去接受很多我还没有接触过的事情，结果我还是那个旧的我。

突然间觉得，我不应该写这些来影响你们的心情。

所以，讲一些快乐的事情吧！

我跟你说，女生真的会做些疯狂的事。比如，在什么都还没有确定的情况下，在还没有询问长辈的同意之前，我就答应我的朋友…… 我们一起去泰国玩。这真的是一个很突然很突然的决定，不是说我很大胆或是什么的，我只想要到泰国去玩玩还有光明正大的看变性人。听说他们是很乐意让我们触碰他们很骄傲的地方，也很乐意的跟你拍照。说的我心动极了！！刚好那个旅游费很便宜，也刚好假期的时候，所以…… 你都知道啦！哈哈哈！

我要到那个会 ‘浮’的市场逛街还有去那里的庙看看。明天半夜就会出发了！！真的超开心啊！！昨天念书念到很夜，然后今天早上满脑子都是泰国泰国我来了，就连 formula 都背不进脑了。也就是说，我根本不够时间做完全部问题，不会的也没有多余的时间让我猜答案。算了，考了就好了。两点一到，我的心就即可飞到泰国了！！！

泰国泰国我来啦~~

明天就用一整天来收拾行李吧！赫赫~

大家，假期快乐哦！

我会向大家报告泰国的一切！所以，过后这几天呢，我会从网络里头消失一阵子，不要想念我哦！　

青蛙

2010-08-30T14:03:00.001+08:00

很久都没有上来这里了，大家还好吗？

最近的我超懒散，我没有很用功的读书，总是在最后一分钟才甘愿拿起课本来读。就好像今天的我，明明这个星期有两个考试，到目前为止我才读了一课，另外一课动都还没有动过。你说我该不该打？每个星期都从槟城回来怡保，每一个星期都在家里上网做一个懒人，也不宁愿用那些时间来做些有意义的事情。还好没有车可以给我用，不然我每一天都往外跑，家里也不想呆。突然间，我觉得我跟这个世界隔绝了。就连报纸也懒得读，什么新闻时事都不关心一下，我真的该打了。

为什么我那么等空都懒得 update 自己的部落格？上来讲讲废话也好，至少不要让这里那么的没有生气。跟大家说声，我过的很好。除了咳嗽还没有完全好之外，其他的都还好。最近也开始接触很少会接触的朋友，感觉很不一样。就好像，他们也开始关心你，留意你，还有就是肚子饿的时候，就会问你要不要一起去吃。这样不同的举动总是会让我感觉到我在大学的生涯还没有完全被我放弃，我读书读到我快要爆炸了。有时候，我会想为什么那些没有这样高学历的人会这样成功，而我们读了这么多年的书还是一无所有，一只只会带在井底的青蛙。

再想想，井底的青蛙有那么多，总有一只是很想跳出那个井，然后看看外面的花花世界。也许那只青蛙会狠狠地跌一跤，毕竟那个对它很新很新的世界是个充满很多陷阱的。就像是披着狼皮的羊，你所看到的表面并不是真实的。仿佛每一个人在外头都修练了一种功夫叫做 ‘变脸’，看到上司第一张脸，看到同事第二张脸，看到朋友第三张脸，看到家人第四张脸。你看，这么多张脸，你要认识那一张脸？最真诚的那张还是最假的那张？所以说，那只青蛙也要学会变脸，起码不会再次摔跤。

要不然，当个永远不会跳出井外的青蛙。

讲了这么多，是时候要读书了。再会。

I'm going to beat the share market! ROAR!

2010-08-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

I'm nearly having heart attack when I check the share market just now. The share I bought drops dramatically and I lose a lot of PAPER money on it!!! Well, I thought I have made a good decision on buying it to earn some spread over it when its price goes up, and obviously, I'm not a potential investor.

This bad news strikes me for an hour or so. I wonder it will continue to do the same on me later after the share market reopens at 2.30 pm. Failure, I can't control my feelings, feel like shouting at someone or biting somebody using all my energy to get the anger out from my body.

Having some doubts over here. Share market is known as the unstable and yet very risky market. Why is there so many people playing shares out there since their emotions are easily got affected by the moving of the prices as the clock ticking. People act the same like me, soon or later will get heart attack when the crisis hits the market once again like it happened in the year 1997. *touching wood* I just wanna earn as many as I can using the paper money. To get the understanding on how to control the market and to make good decisions. Of course I know luck is another factor to get the easy money, and sad to say that, I don't understand the share market as many as the potential investors.

Another half hour to stalk the price. Pray hard.

Investment is a good thing.

2010-08-03T23:38:00.001+08:00

A lot a lot of things to blog here actually, but all of them stuck in my mind and I'm headache because of which to blog about!!! It is so frustrated!! I have no time to blog in Chinese since it takes such a long time to finish up a post. And so here I am, using English as my mood is not that good right now.

Been putting a lot of effort in choosing listed companies to invest lately, kind blur when the lecturer of this course tried his very best to convince us to get active in the investment and earn as many as we can to beat the benchmark that will be counted at the end of the investment according to the real market. He wants us to give him a report with all the details including why we buy the stocks at that moment and what makes us think that the stock is profitable. Sounds interesting?

Yes, of course it is.

For that very moment he told us.

When we started to get ourselves registered in the website, panic and regret joined in. I don't know anything about the stock market and how to invest all and we have to trade at least once before the deadline! Heck!! What is this stock about and how am I going to find the stock profitable? Certainly I'm not a risk-taker so I prefer the stocks with lower price and not risky at all. Another question comes in, the price fluctuates over the time so how to conclude that it is not risky at all? Some people saying better stop referring to the charts because the charts lead you to the wrong decision. Well, I say it gives me a clearer picture of whether it is profitable or not. Excuse me, who is the right one?

Everyone of us has one million to trade in the stock market. Yes, one million..... paper money. Haha!!! If I really have one million, hohoho.. you will never see me studying management in USM and always complaining here anymore. Sigh, forget about it. This dream will only come true if I have the brilliant brain to earn easy money. So........ everyday I have to stay in front of the computer to check the market price and do some good tradings. Anyway, it will be fun soon because so far I know few students already losing money...hahaha!! No, I'm not looking down on them because I might lose money too. Just wanna kick away the shitty mood to be a happy girl again! =D

This week is the convocation week in my university. So many cars and people around the university. These are the good things, at least university does not just look like a place to study and get some knowledge. But the bad thing is, the Komuter bus service is not available. Students have to walk to classes under such nice weather --> hot weather! And of course, the lecturers are always that that hardworking, they never cancel classes because of the complaints from all of the students.

Fortunately, I am still be able to come back earlier on Thursday since the Japanese class is canceled!!! Yahoo~!!!

Times up! Have to go to bed because I'm having morning class tomorrow. See ya!

我的睡相

2010-07-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

上了两个星期的课，烦了很久的 U unit 终于可以告一段落。
最后一年的我们突然间从 15 unit 被要求加到 17 unit 才可以毕业，多得那些 “帮凶”，他们真对的起我们咯…… 明明之前的 senior 们都安然无恙，我们却多了这么多不必要的麻烦，又刚好遇上一个这么负责人的 officer ，想不倒霉也难。
所以咯，本来没有拿日文的我也只好继续拿，再困难也要忍住！！！！
由于上个星期呆在 apartment 里闷的发慌，这个星期无论如何都要回家一趟的啦…… 我很想念我的家人还有那个小孩。呵呵……

那天星期四我搭 7.15 pm 的巴士回怡保，大概十点到达。
过后跟我的达令吃宵夜，回到家差不多十一点。
星期五那些工人依然很早就 bing bing bang bang 开始建筑，吵到我很想骂粗口，明明人家还在睡着觉你们在那边吵什么…… 才那九点罢了…… $^@@&%^*&%!#
朦朦胧胧中，我知道有人进我的房间。原来是我家那个最小的。
我之前不是说过的，我家后面已经拆了，现在在建着新屋子，三四个月后就可以住新屋了！
那个最小的每天都会回来几趟，中午到下午都会在我房间睡觉。
那天刚好她的妈妈抱她进来睡在我旁边，还叫她不要吵醒我，哈哈哈！
她在我的房间里面可以找到很多东西玩，你知道的啦，女生都有很多垃圾的。
她发觉到我醒来了以后，就笑着跑过来睡在我旁边跟我玩。哈哈！
我们很久都没有一起睡了，真怀念。
给你们看看我刚睡醒的样子，超丑的…… =P　

她要模仿我睡觉的方法，拿着被被盖着整身。所以我睡觉的时候没有被被是不能的！然后一定要多一个抱枕，没有东西抱抱我也很难睡得着。hehee...

我叫她装睡方便让我拍照，她竟然给我笑！哈哈哈哈哈……

我在跟她玩，我拿她的宝贝枕头压着她，然后手就伸进去骚扰她…… 哈哈哈！

弄到她哈哈大笑！

当当当当！！！！

我刚刚睡醒的样子！！！！

在我怀里的是我的 moo moo (^.^)!!

喜欢粘着我的琪琪…… 看到我回来开心到我也难以形容。keke..

明天要会槟城了，两个星期后会再回来怡保！

接下来会 po 关于我去 clubbing 的时候，敬请期待！

老师，我不知道。

2010-07-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

槟城的天气真的怪里怪气，一下子晒到你变 ‘黑人’，一下子下大雨，一下子又停雨，然后又晒到你皮肤热得呱呱叫。
地球真的生病了，也弄到我的病还没有完全好完。
不过也是怪自己啦，没有按时吃药，三餐又没有戒口。
星期一那天正式上日文第三级，我跟你说，我真的忘记了上一个学期所学的80%。
结果 sensei 问我们问题的时候，你望我，我望你，没有人敢开口回答问题。
Sensei 又没有立刻告诉我们答案，慢慢等我们想答案。
然后我们的班又小得可以，小猫两三只。
整班只有七个人，三女四男。
不知道为什么，我们好像是被下了诅咒那样。
男左女右，四个男生坐左边，三个女生坐右边，中间隔着一条大河，谁也不犯谁。

结果 sensei 看着我。
我望到没有地方可以望了，所以也只好望着 sensei。
他看了看我，然后用眼神叫我回答问题。
我只好笑着回答他……

せんせい、わかりません。

意思：老师，我不知道。

然后我的 sensei 笑了出来，还带着笑责备我们说不该那么快就忘记了。
没有办法啊 sensei，我们真的忘记了，然后又没有做复习就那么大胆的来上课，请原谅我们。
我会回去慢慢复习的…… 然后想起以前我们整天会用到的一句话。

まいにち　にほんごをべんきょします。

意思：每一天都学习日文。

本来想说拿了第三级，我的日文可以说是很厉害了。
结果，根本没有那一回事。
你看，才过那两个月的假期，然后就把第二级所学的东西忘光光了。
真的很对不起自己还有我的 sensei 。

すみません。　

意思：对不起。

这个学期我会好好学和记牢牢。
然后再跟 Kanji 斗过。加油加油！
那天的第一课，第一次学 Kanji，哇，我真的想过干脆放弃日文算了。
哦哦哦哦…… 应该事先说明的，不然你们不会知道我在说什么。
其实日文有四种，第一种是 Hiragana，第二种是 Katakana，第三种就是 Kanji 而第四种就是 Romaji 啦！
得空就去 Google 一下吧!
Kanji 其实是指那些在日文里有用到的华语字，然后那些华语字有些只有一种读法，有些则有两种读法。而那两种读法是我们华人的读法还有日本人的读法。

华人的读法是　おにょみ。

日本人的读法是　くにょみ。

Sensei 说我们两种读法都必须背起来，我顿时觉得压力好大……有种想放弃的感觉。
可是回想以前那个那么想学日文的我，现在有机会免费学习了竟然为了某些难度而放弃，顿时不能原谅现在脆弱的自己。
就用功吧！都已经过了那么多关了，多一个难度那么高的也比定能跨的过的！
大学的最后一年，加油！！

跟傻婆出去玩

2010-07-18T15:37:00.001+08:00

整整两个多月的假期，我不是做了很多东西。

假期刚刚开始的那个星期就追了两套戏，如果要我算算在这个假期到底看了多少部戏我真的忘记了，多到根本数不清。

除了看戏，上网的时间几乎每天超过12 小时。面子书，msn， pps, 我的 blog, 还有很多…… 每天都离不开这些网站。

因为我没有做工，所以根本 RM0 收入。

因为没有钱，所以每天躲在家里。

不过，我也偶尔跟我的姑妈出去过些两人世界。

到六月尾，我才有机会跟我的傻婆们出去玩。当时我就觉得，我的假期总算有点色彩啦！！！

正宗跟你们介绍，我的傻婆1号和傻婆 2 号。

傻婆 1 号，周淑慧。很高调的……

傻婆 2 号，张丽茵。很低调的……

当然少不了我，傻婆 3 号。他们说我很中调的……

其实我也不知道什么是中调…… 哈哈哈！

所以说，他们是傻婆。

那天傻婆 1 号是司机。她‘盲重重’ 找到我家，然后我在‘引路’到傻婆 2 号的家。那个傻婆 2 号很厉害，那天我们约定 12 点，她就那个时候才去冲凉。我们准准 12 点到她家，然后在她家外等了 15 分钟，真够力。车里那两个傻婆也很忙的，一直在想着怎样炸傻婆2 号。所以咯，傻婆 2 号是免不了我们之间的战争。

还好啦，世界第4大战并没有开打。我们聊了很多，一直在 update 新闻，当然我们顺便 8 了一下。我们到 sushi king 吃午餐，然后就去 K Box 唱 K。需要更改一下，我们是去 ‘喊K’！！

傻婆们拍照。

傻婆 3 号在 K房。

分享一下我跟傻婆们的故事。

（ａ）傻婆１号

说你也不相信，我跟她从 Form 2 同班到 Form 5，两人在中学的时候没有什么交谈。只知道她的 Physics 很厉害，每次都拿很高的分数，所以她是注定读 Engineering Campus。直到上中六，我们再次同班，然后我们在班上就坐在一起。也不知道我们是被鬼上身还是中邪，偏偏我们两个很爱笑，一旦开始笑就会笑个不停。所以我们真的很傻…… 不知道我们之间的友谊是不是迟来的缘分，我们趣味很相投，也有一直讲不停的话题。坐在我们后面的朋友，每次我们一旦狂笑，他们都会被吓到，还会问我们做么一直在笑，哈哈，真的想到都好笑。所以班上有什么趣事，我们一定会笑个不停，哈哈！如果有 Miss Ong 在，我想…… 我们不用吃东西都会笑到饱！

（ｂ）傻婆 2 号

也是同班同学。从小学一年级同班到六年级，我们还有羿珍是好朋友。然后中学的时候分开了五年，中六的时候再次同班。真的是缘分啊～当她转到了我们的班后，就无缘无故的坐在两个傻婆的前面。然后被我们的傻劲传染了，也变成了一个傻婆。上课傻在一起，下课傻在一起，就连放学过后也傻在一起。哈哈！真不敢相信，缘分就是如此。上了大学后的两年，我们一起约出来玩，偶尔也在 msn 一起谈天，然后对着电脑荧幕笑个不停。傻婆之间的话题真的傻到不可以，希望我们之间的傻劲会一直延续。

（ｃ）傻婆 3 号

那就是我啦！本傻婆还有一年就要从大学毕业，然后踏入社会。常常想念以前的朋友们，虽然很少联络，不过我没有忘记你们！傻婆 3 号在这儿祝你们学业进步，身体健康。

我回来了

2010-07-14T10:40:00.001+08:00

新的学期刚刚开始了，有点不习惯。放假在家的时候没有东西做，回来了要顾一大堆的东西，真的是有点烦。
昨天无端端收到消息说学校的网站竟然出差错了，大家都不知所措。
网站说我们只要 106 unit 就可以毕业了，然后我们的手册那儿写 108 unit 才能毕业，到底哪个才是真的？看见很多 course mates 跑到我们的学校去问个明白。如果是 108 unit 的话，我们就必须多拿某些科目来填满它。如果不是的话，我们就不用担心了。

结果…… 我们真的要 108 unit 才能毕业。

没有办法了，需要多拿些科目了。
原本有拿日文第三级的我，在最后一分钟我竟然 drop 掉了。
我不要每天上山就上那仅仅两小时的课然后再走下山。
第二天也就是星期一，我后悔了。酷爱日文的我开始后悔为什么有机会不学就停掉它。
既然我还欠那一个 unit 就可以毕业，继续日文也不是件坏事。
走上山就走上山，我不想后悔。我更想我能毕业。
还好 Language School 不需要我们给 RM50就可以加语文课，不然我真的要自杀！
找了 sensei 之后又发觉时间更改了，网站又给错 timetable，弄到我的上课时间又乱了，真是气人！

比那个更早的时候，我们去上了第一堂课。
Tutorial 的时间更呕电，只有在星期三和星期五，我打死都不要在星期五上课。
到很久没有去过的 bali-bali 吃午餐之后，就立刻到老师的房间那儿等着 sign up tutorial slot。
老师说 2.30 pm 才可以 sign up, 结果他 1 pm 就出来把纸贴在布告板上。
当然我们也成功 sign up 我们要的时间啦……

有点想睡觉，该次再写多点。

The me after a month.

2010-07-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hello!!

My blog! I'm so sorry that I didn't care about you so much this month. Oh no no no! I mean last month, now is the starting of July already. And few days later I'm going back to Penang again, to be the university student of my final year in USM. Great hor?! No more studying but just working in my future life in a bank? Or a company? Who knows?

In fact, I have many plans for my future. First one would be continuing my study at overseas. Take master in management or master in finance or perhaps, I can take Japanese in Japan. =) Oh, I love the language of Japan very much! Therefore, I'm going to take Level 3 in the coming semester, hope I can score like I scored for the past two levels! XD

Maybe I stay in Malaysia, to be exact, in Ipoh, to do my industrial training and continue working here. Again, who knows?

Or, work in Penang?

Or......... be another Snowbell.... hahahaha.... who knows?!

And there is another thing, my family asking me when I wanna get married? Hahaha.. stupid family... I answered them maybe another six years? They answered me back maybe earlier than that, that I will get married one year after graduated. lol Who knows??????????

Maybe few years later you all will be shocked to see me with my kids, hahahaha!!! Hell, no! I wanna be bridesmaid for once before I get married, hello my lovely friends, you know what to do!!! Okie, no more marry topics...

These two days I was very busy moving out everything from the house and figuring out how to keep those things for few months. Hell, I don't know my family had bought so many things and kept them in the store room or wherever they can keep until we had to move house!! Moving out the stuffs already made me headache, seeing all the things covered with the mouse's shit made me feel even worse. The worst part is I had to use my bare hand to move them!! Oh, my hands touched the shit!! *vomit*

And maybe that is the reason I got high fever last night. I might eat something without washing my hands properly, then my throat also, I can't talk nicely... arghhh... Tomorrow cannot eat udong mee with my friends already.. *sad*

Feeling sleepy already, I'm tired. Will update more with what I have done these few weeks with photos after I back in Penang. Because I know I have a lot of time to do so since it is just the first week, many lecturers love to cancel classes on the first week. Till then, sayonara.

那个球，它自己滚进龙门了

2010-06-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

我真的是破天荒的做了一件连我自己也不会相信我会做的事。
那就是…… 看足球比赛！！！！！
我承认我是众多不会看足球的女生之一。
所以说我真的做了一件我平常一定不会做的事。
刚才下午那场 U.S.A 对垒 England ，我看了几十分钟。
就是刚刚好 England 那个守龙门的‘青’鬼仔没有抱好迎面而来的足球，不小心也没有想到的，那个足球就那样不争气的自己滚进龙门。
算了吧！U.S.A 刚好有那个运气罢了啊！不要怪那个守门的了……
他也很可怜啊～不能全部怪在他的头上啊！
给一点信心他好不好？
再加上他是那个200% 不愿意那个球进龙门的。
所有的经验和成功都是靠失败才可达成的啊！
England 还有机会赢，怕什么？！
好好享受这每四年一度的 FIFA World Cup 吧！\\\( = ^o^ = )///

本小姐是没有一支特别喜欢的球队，所以每一队都加油！！

偷心大圣 PS 男

2010-06-13T16:44:00.001+08:00

自从那天无缘无故当了别人的妈妈，我还想说第二天会当别人的爸爸，至少这个比我突然间多了一个儿子更轰动！谁不知道我是女的？如果那个儿子突然叫我爸爸，我看啊…… 我还是上他的当好了，紧张到哭和流鼻涕比较妥当。然后在大肆宣传我变性啦！看你死不死！！！！！

不过我这个样子，变性了根本就不像个男生。也许还需要一大笔钱去改变我的面貌，我最喜欢王力宏了，样子就用王力宏的如何？不对不对！现在很多女生都哈韩国偶像团了，也许我应该变身现在最有人气的李民浩！不过，我的高度跟他相差很多耶，再怎么做手术变成他，聪明人一看就知道我是那个假的。我想，我喜欢他们喜欢到傻了……

这几天一直在看台湾的偶像剧，那个新的剧叫《偷心大圣 PS 男》。男主角就是蓝正龙，而女主角就是隋棠。我没有想过会看这部剧，因为很明显的我不是蓝正龙的粉丝，也不是隋棠的粉丝。我比较喜欢是这个剧的故事，小学同学之间的缘分可以静静的联系着两个人微妙的感情。虽然有点希望这个假故事会发生在我身上，不过算了吧！我的小学时光已经过了，也没有剧情那样的事情发生，白日梦少做比较好，起码不会伤身体。

最吸引我的是那个男配角，温升豪。第一次看他的台湾剧是《败犬女王》，在那部剧里他是一个为爱牺牲了很多的好男人，也是一个很钟情的男人。他很有魅力，那种不是每个男人都有的魅力。然而在这个 PS 男里的他是个有钱公子，家里有很多台名贵的跑车，是一个大公司的副总，吊儿郎当的他难得对女主角给予温柔的对待。有时候，我觉得他还 man 过蓝正龙耶！！好期待他其他的作品。Google 了一下他的资料，原来他还是名模特儿，怪不得身材这么棒！有时间的话就看看这套戏吧！这套戏还没有结局，快快更新啦！我要看新啦～～

p/s: 最近常常下雨，大家要保重身体哦！

妈妈～救我！！

2010-06-08T16:43:00.000+08:00

真是一个美好的早晨啊～

上个学期的成绩刚刚出炉，我的成绩可以说是达到我的要求，开心开心～ \\(^-^)//
但是我对我的英文有点失望，以为会拿到更好的 grade 呢…… 算了，总之全体的成绩好就可以了。然后发了个信息通知我的那个会计师男友，让他感染一下下我的快乐。就连我的姑妈也替我高兴 ^0^

老实说，那时候的我刚刚起床，牙也还没有刷就赶快上网查成绩了。开了我的 messenger 看看有谁上网顺便打听一下下个学期要拿些什么课程。查了成绩后，就在我跟朋友聊天的时候，我的手机竟然响了！！从来没有人这么早打电话给我，再看看那个号码，有点熟悉但不知是谁。

然后我就接咯！

“妈妈！救我～” （哈？叫我妈妈？我还没有结婚叻！！！！）

“哈？发生什么事情？”

“妈妈！我被坏人抓了！救我！” （他在假哭着……）

“我怎样救你？你在哪里？”

“妈妈！！救我！！坏人打我…… 很痛！”

“怎样救你？坏人抓你去哪里？”

“妈妈！救我！”

其实每当他喊我妈妈，我就一直在那里偷笑…… 因为我真的没有儿子嘛…… 而且我没有真么大还会叫我妈妈的儿子叻！当我接这通电话的时候，当我听到第一次有人叫我妈妈的时候，我就断定这是通诈骗的手段。然后第二个念头就是想办法抖出他们怎样 ‘威胁’ 我交钱给他们…… 虽然我这个想法很笨还有点危险，不过好奇心胜过一切！

只不过，那个男生的假哭和他 “妈妈……妈妈……” 的叫法真的让我忍不住偷笑出来。

整个通话过程，他一定听出了我笑着回答和不相信他的语气。

他还说：“妈妈…… 为什么你不紧张？”

喂！！！！我要紧张个屁啊？你又不是我的儿子。

虽然说这个‘小孩’有可能真的被坏人抓了，但是有很多疑点让我更加相信这是诈骗我们血汗钱的手段。（再加上其实我又没有那么多钱给他骗。）

第一，那个 ‘小孩’ 的假哭。要我听得出那是不是真的哭是很容易的咯……通常我们哭的时候鼻音都是很重，可是他没有重鼻音。然后他只是像装伤风那样，吸吸鼻子而已。然后他不是全程都在哭，在那种情况下，通常小孩都会吓到讲话断断续续。而 ‘我的孩子’ 讲话很完整，完全听不到出他很害怕。

第二，他叫我妈妈。哪里有儿子记错妈妈的手机号码的？就算打错了妈妈的手机号码应该要求坏人再拨对的手机号码的吧？就算他真的记错了，自己妈妈的声音应该不会认错吧？听到妈妈的声音不一样应该会叫 “救命！我被绑架了！帮我报警！” 的吧？哪里有人认错妈妈的声音还继续叫妈妈的？你说是不是？

第三，整个通话过程只有他跟我对话，而且对白来来去去都是那几句。我问他要怎样才能救他，他没有回答我。我问他在哪里，他没有说。我不止一次问他我必须要怎样做才能救他，可是他都没有说。我曾怀疑那只是我朋友的恶作剧，可是我的朋友不会那样做的吧？还以为绑匪会像电影那样抢掉电话然后告诉我怎样汇钱给他们，结果他应该察觉到我不相信他而盖掉我的电话的吧！

第四，那个打过来的号码很奇怪。那个号码有个 + 在前面，然后后面的号码简直是我的手机号码的翻版。只是有两个号码排错了，不过我可以轻易看得出我的手机号码，哪里有这么巧合的事？整个号码是 +12335768216。有我的电话号码的朋友，应该会知道吧！里面只有‘5’ 和‘6’ 掉乱位子而已，再去掉后面的 ‘16’，整个号码完完全全是我的手机号码。真的有这么巧吗？这根本是不想我知道他们真正的号码其中一个掩饰的手段！

第五，他那句 “为什么你都不紧张？”。就凭这一句，我就完全相信那是骗人的。如果是你，你会不会也这样认为？我觉得那分明是假扮的！哪有自己儿子那样讲妈妈的？应该是 “妈妈！我真的被抓了！快救我！” 算了，我真的看太多戏，想太多了。我太戏剧化了，真的该检讨自己了。

过后，我问我自己为什么我那么笨？我应该用我那演戏的天份来套他的诈骗手法的啊！然后就会知道为什么那么多人会被骗了。还有，以后我要教我的儿子一个我们之间的暗号。如果真的那么不幸被抓的话（呸呸！！！！！！），我要我的‘儿子’讲得出那个暗号我才相信。如果讲不出的话，对不起，我会跟他讲，你骗错人了。

我跟我的朋友说，她都说是骗人的。其实我和‘我的儿子’ 谈话的时候，他应该听得出我在偷笑还有不相信他的语气。这个骗子真的很笨耶！找一个还没有结婚的美女来骗 =p 说真的，那个时候我有股冲动想告诉他，我没有儿子，也还没有结婚。让他尴尬到够够！然后再盖掉电话，然后我可以哈哈哈大笑！

不过，我也希望这个孩子不是真的被抓了。不然他死了，我是间接杀人凶手耶！我会好对不起他的！真是的，听到了那么多诈骗手段，清醒的人会很快就断定那是假的。如果，我是说如果，如果那个通话是真的，不要怪我不相信他，是因为这些人人皆知的手法让人很难相信那是真的。更何况我不想被骗。

还有，我没有儿子，也没有女儿。我是还没有结婚的，请别乱乱叫我妈妈。

Hehee.. night market!

2010-06-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

You know................. I went to PASAR MALAM last night!!!!!

Wooohooo~!!!! I have never been to night market in Ipoh since... forgotten already, so I was super excited when my dear told me that he was going to bring me there after he finished working. =p

I thought that night was another rainy night, indeed it turned out to be another nice-weather-night for me to hang out with my dear at night market!!!

Again, I thought that night I won't be meeting with my dear since he is so busy with his work and I will be spending my night online-ing like usual.

After hung up his call, I went to bath quickly and ate a little bit dinner cooked by my aunt if not she would not let me out. Hehe... I could a little bit more at the night market with my half filled stomach.. lol

I ate a lot of unhealthy food like lok lok, dai gao min, fried sweet potato and bought the kat chai sui at the market too... hahahahaha! That made me even hard to get rid of my small tummy... I wanted to eat the red bean ice-cream actually, but they did not sell ice-cream last night.... sad... no favourite ice-cream... Then I wanted to eat fried chicken wing too... but I knew I couldn't finish all if I bought the chicken wing.. Give up!! Give up!! Next time only buy chicken wing to eat.. hehee...

Actually I met one of my ex classmate that night. She was sitting behind me when we were Form 3. I did not speak to her and pretended like I was just passing by like some other people. I knew she was looking at me, but apparently I found it hard to speak to her. So... just let it be...

One more thing, I am going to get my results four days later.... wish me luck!!

And so we go!

2010-06-01T11:37:00.000+08:00

Soldiers of Halla, the tenth book in the Pendragon series. Yes, I have finished reading it. I took two days to finish almost 600 pages of it. This book is the last book already, it is kind of suffered while waiting for the story books to be published. Well, now my boy friend does not have to wait for it anymore because the story already came to an end. =p He bought the whole series and I read it all and wrapped the books in return... =.='

I found the story close to our life. I don't know why. It just gives me that kind of feel after the 600 pages. The ending is good after all and I can't ask for more than that. Still curious about something that the writer did not clarify, maybe the writer did it purposely to left us all to imagine it ourselves. Good, what a nice tactic to treat his fellow readers.

Though the story ends in a good way, I still feel sad. Again, I don't know why. I cried in the beginning of the story, it was so touch when Bobby's wish finally came true. I was very into the story and maybe that is why I hard to pull myself away from the story. Perhaps it is my way to enjoy reading story books and novels. =)

Till then, I should find another nice series of story books to read. hehe..

政府要减少津贴钱包又干得更严重了

2010-05-28T22:46:00.001+08:00

这几天的新闻都离不开政府要减少津贴这个话题可怜的人民又要头痛了
虽然说现在的经济不是很好但没有必要突然间又要减少津贴吧？
更何况不久之前因为那个汽油的涨价人民好不容易得到的津贴现在却要因为经济不好而被政府减少，就好像明明可以吃到好吃的料理，然后有人特地从你的背后推你一把，料理跌在地上了没的吃了。我问你，你可以纵容的接受吗？
如果是我的话，推我那个人不管是无心还是有心，请赔我多一份料理。
不然的话，我们哪会吃得开心呢？不过就算他真的赔我料理，那个原本开心的心情多多少少也被影响了，无论做什么补救也无济于事。
相同的，如果政府真的减少津贴，开心的是政府不用负担这么大一笔的津贴和可以发展更多他们觉得对国家好的方案。
愁的是，我们人民要怎样生活？
我个人认为只要政府不要再浪费资金在庞大的 projects，搞好本国的经济才来实行也不迟。
那些有着大大的责任却没有办法为人民争取利益的，可以给 fire 掉，省掉他们的 pay salaries 来替国家解决烦恼。而不是国家的烦恼由人民来承担，试问人民可以承担这种负担？例如减少津贴吗？
政府要人民体谅他们的痛苦，而政府就不能体谅人民的痛苦哦？

真是的……

荃加福禄寿看到我减寿

2010-05-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

前几天追了5 集的《荃加福禄寿》笑到我啊
这个节目很有趣也很有创意虽然很多人会认为现在的人或演艺人很无聊搞到无嘢可搞无聊的嘢都可以搞
世上没有完美的节目，再好的节目都有人不喜欢
虽然他们真的很无聊，不过他们的模仿功夫真的一级棒叻！就连我看的时候嘴巴都开开的很惊喜这样子哈哈哈

在还没有看这个节目之前 facebook 里面就有人 po 了一些片段都是经典的片段
就好像福禄寿模仿 Wonder Girls 表演 Nobody 这首歌
哇老爷笑到我停不下来那个改编的歌词真的够力
我来唱给你听

“ 因为 nobody nobody 笨蕉 (啪啪啪)
因为 nobody nobody 笨蕉 (啪啪啪)
最弊没有人爱我
也有人抄祸 wor...
nobody nobody nobody 爱上我”
... by Under Girls

当然没有人会爱上你啦我们都不是笨蕉

请看片段……

然后当我看到 “阿凡贼” 的时候，我又破功了哈哈哈哈哈哈
如果你知道什么是 Avatar 那你也应该略懂一二了
哈哈哈糟糕我想起都会笑中毒太深了

到第五集的时候，他们模仿 F4 看流星
要我们称呼他们为 G4 哈哈哈
记得留意他们的名字 =P

请留意片段……

说真的，我很欣赏陈思捷。
他很厉害耶，唱功一流，模仿一流
我很喜欢他在《秋香怒点唐伯虎》里的角色说冷笑话都不会笑哈哈
最令我难忘的莫过于他们扮蝙蝠侠那段笑到我肚子痛哇哈哈哈
再笑下去我真的笑到饱了连晚餐都省掉

看了 Under Girls 的 Nobody 之后，我唱给我的男朋友听
他说我 sot 了
我还跳给他看惹他跟我一起笑
他就用 “你有没有搞错” 那种眼神看着我
过后我还自己继续 sot 管他理不理我

“ 因为 nobody nobody 笨蕉……”

终于

2010-05-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

懒了这么多天终于我有东西做了！
不用整天坐在 laptop 前无所事事也不是说我开始做工了
而是我可以开始搬东西了几个月后我就有新家啦～！
新家万岁！！

today is the best present

Lost.

Late.

End.

Titanic

11.11.11

拥有五个1 的日子

王力宏： 我要火力全开啦！

Make You Feel My Love

烛光 任贤齐

我不再是学生了

Quote

Update

Gathering

Sorry That I Loved You

静静的

我热情的时候 你要小心

猪一家

一个人

I Met Jacky Wu!!!

Genting?!

再见 我的大学

My Final Chapter

Say Yes to Genting

It is never too late to do something you love.

南山大学の 学生と 交流しました

二月的第一天

我们的友谊不会因为再见而结束

Outing with coursemates

哎……又想家了

我就是这样的一个水瓶女生

青春记事簿

1.1.2011

31122010

Goodbye Christmas! Hello New Year!

Ding Dong BELL~

Result is out

我的新加坡篇

心痛

Life is precious

Alviss Kong 安息吧！

KIM HYUN JOONG? No. No Kim Hyun Joong for me.

Great Time.

Again.

Feelings for This Week

First Working Experience in PC Expo

CNBLUE

10 月 22 日，对你来说有什么特别呢？

非凡峰迷之约

こんにちわ

与朋友的槟城之旅

Short Update

我去 Hatyai 疯狂 Part 2 之 C-Quint 帅到爆炸

我去 Hatyai 疯狂 Part 1 之 我去 Hatyai 大开眼界啦！！

我觉得很可笑

青蛙

I'm going to beat the share market! ROAR!

Investment is a good thing.

我的睡相

老师，我不知道。

跟傻婆出去玩

我回来了

The me after a month.

那个球，它自己滚进龙门了

偷心大圣 PS 男

妈妈～ 救我！！

Hehee.. night market!

And so we go!

政府要减少津贴 钱包又干得更严重了

荃加福禄寿 看到我减寿

终于

王力宏：我要火力全开啦！

烛光任贤齐

我热情的时候你要小心

再见我的大学

南山大学の　学生と　交流しました

我去 Hatyai 疯狂 Part 1 之我去 Hatyai 大开眼界啦！！

妈妈～救我！！

政府要减少津贴钱包又干得更严重了

荃加福禄寿看到我减寿